Back to Basics: Rx for Congregational Health

What is a healthy congregation? For some clergy and laity health is simply the absence of conflict. But we may be confusing a healthy congregation with a placid one. While conflict is seldom fun, its absence may be less an indication of health than of an insufficient sense of urgency or challenge about being the church.

I believe that a root cause of disarray, confusion and acrimony in congregations is theological amnesia, and that the origin of some of the unhealthiness that afflicts congregations is a lack of theological clarity, confidence and conviction. Time and again, when facing challenges or issues in congregations I have served, I have turned to basic Christian teaching in order to see what light our faith can cast into the current state of murkiness. Not only did this deepen the congregation’s theological foundation, it also cast me, as a pastor, in the right role. Rather than masquerading as organizational consultant, conflict mediator or resident therapist, I endeavored to be a teacher of the faith. More often than not the church was strengthened, its conflict resolved and healing effected when we turned to the core convictions of our faith as a primary source of instruction.

But all too often pastors and congregations do not respond with a theological perspective to the joys and travails of a congregation. Instead we tend, as it says in Deuteronomy 30, to look in far places for help and edification when the word we need may be very near, in our hearts and on our lips. Pastors can strengthen the links between theological conviction and congregational health and vitality

Taking the categories of a traditional systematic approach, I’ll begin by exploring the implications of several of our affirmations for congregational life and health.

First of all, our affirmation of Christianity as a revealed religion can help congregations define a clear center. "We’re not sure we are or what we believe" is a frequent lament in mainline congregations. This is almost always followed by a rejoinder that pulls the other way. "Attempts to define what we believe make me nervous!" Many congregations find it difficult to define their center, and the consequent vacuum results in a lack of purpose. Energy for mission is sapped. Endless amounts of time are spent trying to establish direction and priorities. Or congregations are spread so thin that their lives and ministries lack depth and coherence. Congregations wander in various wildernesses when their sense of appropriate authority is lost or absent.

Many are helped to learn or be reminded of the distinction between natural and revealed religion. Natural religion holds that God is everywhere and in all things -- a blade of grass, the morning paper, a homeless shelter, a stirring concert. Christianity affirms that God is potentially present everywhere and in all things, but not equally present in all things. In our revealed religion, God chooses to reveal the divine self more in some events, lives and books than in others. Specifically, the church affirms that God has revealed the divine will and way in the Exodus events, in the prophets, in the life, teachings, death and resurrection of Jesus of Nazareth. In these we see the patterns of God’s activity: liberation from bondage, comfort for the afflicted and affliction of the comfortable, life overcoming death.

This may strike some as so obvious as to hardly merit mention. And yet Samuel Johnson advised, "Never hesitate to remind people of the obvious -- it is what they have most forgotten." The point is that Christianity does have a specific and particular content. It is wide but not limitless, open but not without a center.

The doctrine of revelation has two implications for congregations seeking clarity. First, that there is an actual content to Christian faith that cannot be overlooked, gainsaid or surpassed by more current or compelling "revelations." And second, revelation entails a certain humility on the part of its recipients. Revelation, by definition, comes not from us but from beyond us, from God. It is not something we find, figure out, get or achieve. It is given. It is grace. It is revealed to us.

Thus, revelation can help a congregation be clear not only about what is conceptually central, but also about what is existentially central. Congregations that forget the meaning of revelation and revealed faith tend to become self-focused and self-preoccupied. Everything is about "us" -- about what wonderful people we are, or our proud history as a church, or our sense of being a special community. Revelation reminds the church that in a very basic and crucial sense it is not about us. It is about God, what God has done, is doing and will do, "We have this treasure in earthen vessels," said Paul, "to show that the transcendent power belongs not to us, but to God." There lies our center.

Closely related to revelation and revealed religion and also important to questions about the center and purpose of the church is our understanding of scripture. Questions about the role and status of scripture may not be a problem in the fundamentalist or evangelical churches, but in the theologically mainline or moderate to liberal churches, questions abound. Why do we read every week from the Bible and not from other books? Couldn’t we hear from the Qur’an or a Zen philosopher or the Upanishads? Aren’t they sacred books too? Our ability to respond to such questions with clarity and conviction is crucial for the church’s identity and vitality.

Why this book indeed? And what role do the scriptures of our faith play in the church? I sometimes draw an analogy to the Constitution of the United States. We in the U.S. may find the constitutions of other nations to be interesting and instructive, but they aren’t ours. We have a special obligation to our own constitution. We grant it an authoritative status so that we can remember and know who we are. It is crucial to our identity. In a similar way, while there are undoubtedly many beautiful and inspiring books, the Bible is "our" book in a twofold sense. One, it is the creation of the church, of our forebears in the faith. Two, it reminds the church who and whose it is, and who and whose it isn’t.

Compare the scriptures of the church to a library. Just as law firms, towns and universities have their own libraries with collections that reflect their histories, identities and priorities, so the Bible constitutes the church’s library. The scriptures remind of us of our particular identity as church and, as a living text, mediate God’s presence and confer power for ministry and mission. Thus we return week by week to our library or constitution both to remember who we are and to tap into our power source.

This role of scripture in the church has implications for issues of congregational health. When churches have reduced Christianity to tired and predictable moralizing, a sound understanding of the scriptures is a powerful antidote. As biblical scholar James Sanders reminds us, when interpreting the scriptures we are to "theologize before [we] moralize." In other words, the first question is not, "What should we do?" but "What has God done, and what is God doing?" This is the way the Bible works, and that’s why it is the church’s best protection against becoming merely moralistic. Another way to put this is to say that for us theology precedes anthropology. Because the scriptures are God’s story they protect the church and individual Christians from dangerous self-preoccupation and from the reduction of Christian faith to mere moralizing. When Christianity is reduced to moralistic nostrums, It becomes boring.

Our understanding of the doctrine of the Trinity is another key to congregational health. When we get too comfortable, when church becomes too settled and too predictable, people assume that anything that causes discomfort is wrong, out of place or illegitimate. The church must offer both comfort and discomfort, not one or the other. We ought to want the church to be safe yet challenging, even at times disturbing. While we often look to the biblical prophets to disturb the comfortable, we can also look to the doctrine of the Trinity.

We know God as three in one: God as Father, Son and Holy Spirit, or, in another formulation, God as Creator, Redeemer and Sustainer. As creator, God is God of history, nature and cosmos. This God is vast and not to be identified with any one nation, religion, race, epoch, class or culture. And yet the vast, often hidden God is made particular in the life and person of Jesus of Nazareth. Our claims about God and for God are illuminated and tested by God’s decisive revealing in Jesus Christ, his life, teachings, death and resurrection. Nor is our cosmic God, while revealed in a particular time, place and life, stuck in the past. The Holy Spirit, as the active presence of God, continues in the world, in the life of the church and in the life of the believer.

H. Richard Niebuhr observed that most churches tend to be churches of one person of the Trinity or another. So a congregation that is comfortable with the vast, mysterious, sovereign and transcendent God may find growth by exploring Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s question, "Who is Jesus Christ for us today!" Or, if there’s a great deal of emphasis on Jesus and the cost of discipleship, a congregation may need to hear about the Spirit’s joy, power and capacity to transform disciples into apostles.

In other words, the Trinity serves as a system of checks and balances in the face of various unitarianisms. When we imagine we’ve got God figured out, comprehended, fitted for our favorite category, it turns out to be not so simple. During the 1930s, when God became so vast, vague and ill defined as to be easily correlated with nation and race in Nazi Germany, the Confessing Church protested by pointing to Jesus who alone is "the way, the truth and the life." When a kind of Jesusolatry sets in with Jesus becoming "our special guy" and the exclusive property of our group or church, God the Creator and God the Holy Spirit broaden and correct our understandings. When it’s all about being filled with the Spirit, the second person of the Trinity reminds us of the cost of discipleship. The doctrine of the Trinity keeps us from settling for a God who is too small or, as in much contemporary spirituality so big or vague that God becomes what a friend once dubbed "the Sacred Blur."

When the church becomes too settled, predictable or comfortable, and at ease in Zion, it needs the challenge of basic Christian teaching about Jesus Christ. We dare to affirm a remarkable thing: Christ is both fully human and fully God. How can this be? My observation is that in practice we often take apart what the church’s historic faith has held together.

For some, Jesus is fully but only human. He was a great spiritual person, on a par with Buddha, Muhammad or Gandhi. Or he was "the greatest teacher who ever lived." Or he is only divine; he didn’t really mean it when he cried out from the cross, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" because he knew what lay ahead. If he is divine, all-knowing and beyond suffering, he didn’t really weep or get angry or enjoy a good party. We break apart the paradox, resolving it in favor of one pole or the other. But as Parker Palmer points out, paradoxes are like batteries: without both poles there is no charge. If Christ is only divine, our human lives are not embraced, known, hallowed and blessed by God. If Jesus is only human, then we know nothing finally, fully or decisively of God. Holding the paradox, we never have Jesus Christ fully figured out, explained or put into one box or another. He is the fully human one who redefines what "human" means. He is fully God who redefines all our notions of deity.

Holding them together is the trick, and a clue to what makes faith and congregations exciting and alive. It is less a matter of deduced propositions and more a matter of lived paradox commensurate with life’s own tensions and mystery. So Jesus is forever saying, "If you want to save your life, lose it; lose it for my sake and the sake of the gospel." Without the sense of paradox, we end up missing the delight and the disturbance of the gospel. As fourth-century desert abba Gregory of Nyssa observed, "Concepts create idols; only wonder comprehends anything." Affirming a paradox-laden faith in Jesus Christ is essential to the health of congregations. If some churches are dying because they are too comfortable, others are in trouble because they lack the capacity to recognize and name evil and the abuse of power in their midst. These churches have lost a clear-sighted Christian understanding of human nature, and have replaced it with the inadequate understandings of human nature offered by modernity.

Modern culture tends to affirm two related things about human beings: first, that we are autonomous individuals, belonging to ourselves and accountable only to ourselves; second, that we are basically good by nature. But Christianity claims something else altogether. We are not autonomous, self-created individuals. We belong to God, who has created us for fellowship with the divine self. We can rely on and turn to God, and we are accountable to God. Moreover, rather than being good, we are sinful creatures who are forever getting confused and believing the universe revolves around us.

Over the years many people have staggered into my office to pour out a story that includes the words: "I don’t understand how people can be like this, how they can be so mean and devious and hurtful!" Underlying their lament is the notion that people are basically good and that if we are nice and kind, everyone else will be too, "I thought that Christianity taught that if you just love people, everything will work out."

A more sober understanding of human nature can help a congregation identify and properly name evil and the abuse of power. Churches tend to be vulnerable to people’s frustrated and distorted power hungers. There are people who seek power in order to diminish others. There are people whose needs for control and recognition are so great that they are toxic to others. Acknowledging these realities is the beginning of wisdom. It helps congregations say no, establish boundaries around behavior, and discipline some people out of consideration for the collective life of the church.

But the salutary effects of an informed Christian doctrine of human nature do not end with maintaining boundaries. These convictions can also soften the hardened positions that people move into during times of conflict. As Paul puts it, "All have sinned, all have fallen short of grace." In a rip-roaring congregational fight, the two sides tend to see the splinters in the eyes of their opponents but nothing of the logs in their own eyes. To be reminded that "all have fallen short" and that "all stand in need of grace" is often a first step toward getting us down off our high horses and to the table together. An awareness of our common sinfulness and common need for grace helps congregational conflicts move from stalemate to productive discernment.

When we are divided and fractionalized, we need to reconsider the centrality of the Lord’s Supper. Writing to such a congregation at Corinth, Paul noted that the way its members went about the Lord’s Supper reflected the unhealthy state of their congregational life. In fact, Paul linked their confusion and distortions of the sacrament to illness. "For all who eat and drink without discerning the body, eat and drink judgment on themselves. For this reason many of you are weak and ill, and some have died" (1 Cor. 11:29-30).

What does Paul mean by "discerning the body"? We tend to hear the phrase through the filters of Reformation debates about real presence and transubstantiation. But Paul meant that when you share the Lord’s Supper, you are to be aware of others in the congregation and of their needs and hungers. "When the time comes to eat, each of you goes ahead with your own supper, and one goes hungry and another becomes drunk!" Paul sees that the Corinthians’ distortion of the sacrament mirrors their fractured life. His call to "discern the body" is a call to acknowledge the community as a whole and to effect healing within it.

Too often the sacrament of communion is individualized and privatized and overlooks this Pauline insight. Congregations that may be struggling to "strengthen their sense of community" or heal from factionalism might pay closer attention to how they celebrate communion. The sacrament of communion has everything to do with congregational health.

Finally, we need to deepen our understanding of ministry. One of the factors contributing to disease in the life of many congregations is our confusion about the respective roles and functions of ordained and lay Christians, all of whom have been called to ministry. In the Reformed tradition, the task of the ordained is to equip the church for its ministry through preaching teaching, administering the sacraments and giving pastoral care. The role of the laity is to represent Christ in and to the world. Sometimes terrible disorder has resulted because each has tried to do the job of the other,

Clergy run around town trying to find something to do in the community. Laity try to run and lead the church. I am painting in broad strokes here; there is room for nuance and flexibility. But the arena for the ministry of lay Christians is the world: the workplace, office and classroom, home and street. The primary ministry of the ordained is to equip and sustain persons for ministry and to form Christian disciples.

Instead, we have too many laypeople managing the church, and not nearly enough of them out in the world practicing their vocations as ministry or doing volunteer work to extend the ministry of the church to the world. And some clergy really want to be lawyers, politicians, social workers or therapists instead of pastors. There’s nothing wrong with being any of those -- except that the church needs pastors to do the job to which they have been called.

Yes, congregations can pursue health by turning to contemporary leadership studies, organizational development theorists and family systems thinkers. But these efforts never eclipse or supplant the role of theology and theological conviction, Bernard of Clairvaux once observed that we must drink from our own wells. As we seek to guide congregations toward health and vitality, fundamental theological convictions will enliven and refresh us.

Leadership That Matters

A year ago my wife took leave from teaching middle school to enter a graduate program in school administration. I soon noticed that she and her colleagues were being assigned lots of reading on the topic of leadership, especially on the role of a leader in times of institutional change. A fair amount of this material was literature to which I also had paid attention over the years, including the work of such scholars as James MacGregor Bums, Ronald Heifetz and Margaret Wheatley. One thing was clear: the directors of her program thought that leadership mattered -- that a principal made a difference in a school.

I don't see much evidence that churches take a similarly high view of leadership. I don't see material on leadership being read or discussed by clergy, denominational executives or seminary teachers. More ominous is the fact that church leaders often seem ambivalent about leadership itself, uncertain whether it is even appropriate to speak of leaders and leadership.

Why this silence on leadership? I know some of the reasons. Many people are suspicious of leadership because they are suspicious of power and the way it has been abused in the church. But abuse does not rule out proper use.

Another reason is that mainline seminaries and churches have emphasized the minister as an enabler or facilitator. In its extreme form, this approach calls for clergy who claim to have no ideas or direction of their own. "I am here only to facilitate what you want to do." Of course, a leader does serve as facilitator and enabler, allowing and encouraging others to realize their gifts and leadership capacities. But the enabler-facilitator model can also be a smokescreen for a deficit of leadership.

A third factor contributing to silence or ambivalence about leadership is suggested by this cryptic observation of a friend: "You only need leaders if you are trying to accomplish something." The implication of this remark is that church leaders are not flourishing because churches are no longer trying to accomplish much -- except, perhaps, survive.

My own modest reading in the area of leadership theory and practice has provided some insights that are applicable to church life. One seminal work is James MacGregor Burns's 1978 study, Leadership. Burns, a scholar of the presidency, brings the tools of the political scientist and the historian to the subject.

Burns distinguishes between transactional and transformational styles of leadership. "The relations of most leaders and followers," Burns writes, "are transactional -- leaders approach followers with an eye to exchanging one thing for another: jobs for votes, subsidies for campaign contributions." It's the old quid pro quo.

Transforming leadership, on the other hand, is more potent. "The transforming leader recognizes and exploits an existing need or demand of a potential follower. But, beyond that, the transformational leader looks for potential motives in followers, seeks to satisfy higher needs, and engages the fuller person of the follower." The result of transformational leadership is the elevation of aspiration, the conversion of followers into leaders and leaders into moral agents.

Burns's vocabulary helps us name something that goes on in churches. While Burns tends to attach moral values to these two styles of leadership, it is an oversimplification to label one bad and the other good, or to suggest that one must choose between the two styles. Most leaders offer a blend of the two. Most congregations, for example, have legitimate expectations of pastoral leaders -- that pastoral and hospital calls will be made, staff supervised, stewardship campaigns led or supported, worship services planned and sermons preached. When they call a new pastor, many congregations have a specific list of needs and priorities. They may need leadership for a building campaign, or help in resolving a festering conflict. They may want a new minister to hire a capable youth leader, or to revitalize a pastoral calling program. Clergy are usually well advised to attend to these expressed needs. By responding to them effectively, trust is established and a minister gains a base of support upon which to build.

However, ministry that operates only at the transactional level -- meeting expressed needs -- may fail to touch the deepest needs of congregations and of the people who make them up: the need for transformation, for personal and institutional change in light of the vision and values of the gospel. Clergy who operate only at the transactional level are in danger of allowing the congregation to become an audience or clientele for goods and services. The priesthood of all believers becomes the gathering of religious consumers.

The apostle Paul models ministry that is a lively blend of the transactional and transformational. In many of his letters, Paul responds to specific needs, questions and concerns of congregations. Members of these early Christian communities find themselves struggling with an array of questions -- questions about diet, about relations with distant congregations, about the meaning and celebration of the Lord's Supper, or about marriage between a Christian and a non-Christian. Paul does not hesitate to respond to particular concerns. Yet in doing so he almost always pushes beyond the immediate problems to deeper issues. All food is acceptable, but let's consider the nature of Christian community and how to relate to people who are not so liberated as we are. "Discerning the body" in the celebration of the sacrament includes awareness of the needs of others and of their inclusion.

In this way, Paul responds to felt needs, but he transforms and reframes them as well. He exercises what Bums calls "the elevating power of leadership." He invites people to become more than they are and truer to their professed calling and grace-given identity.

Burns's distinction between transactional and transformational leaders reminds a pastor to take seriously the hopes, needs and agendas of individuals and of a congregation, and yet not be trapped or driven by them. There is a larger purpose, a higher calling, a new creation to be put before both pastor and people and in response to which both may be transformed.

Edwin H. Friedman's book, Generation to Generation: Family Process in Church and Synagogue, is not strictly speaking, about leadership. His primary concern is to bring the insights of family systems therapy to congregations. Yet sprinkled throughout Friedman's work are insights into the role and nature of leadership. Some of the best are tucked into the introduction, where Friedman discusses the difference between leadership defined as expertise and leadership understood as self-definition.

Friedman notes that our society, enamored as it is of expertise, often understands a leader as the expert, the one who has mastery over all the relevant knowledge or technique. Yet in social systems such as families, churches and synagogues, such expertise is not only elusive but may even prove counterproductive. "If we must conceive of leadership in terms of expertise," writes Friedman, "none of us will ever feel adequately prepared."

Instead of urging leaders to be experts, Friedman recommends that leaders develop the capacity for self-definition, the ability "to define his or her own goals or values while trying to maintain a nonanxious presence within the system." He further observes, "There is an intrinsic relationship between our capacity to put families together and ability to put ourselves together."

This is not to say that a glib focus on self or one's own issues is substituted for necessary knowledge. Some forms of expertise and a command of some areas of knowledge are necessary for pastoral leaders. We should have some mastery of the tools of exegesis, homiletics, liturgical planning and pastoral care and counseling. But our greatest strength as leaders lies not in the accumulation of information or technique, but in knowing ourselves and being able to articulate and act upon goals and values that are central to us and which are rooted in our faith.

Friedman's call to self-definition brings to mind the temptation story in Matthew and Luke, which shows Jesus resisting the pressure to define himself in response to others' expectations. The devil tries to evoke Jesus' anxiety and sense of inadequacy. The devil urges Jesus to resort to the application of technique or expertise and to fulfill others' definition of his role. "If you are the Son of God, turn these stones into bread." Giving way to these pressures would be to betray his own self-understanding and vocation. Jesus rejects such an understanding of leadership. He defines his goals and values with relentless consistency: "You shall worship the Lord your God, and serve God only."

Later in his ministry the pattern continues in a host of exchanges between Jesus and the religious leaders and authorities. They often want to paint him as an expert and then challenge his expertise. One thinks of the story in Matthew 22 where the Pharisees first build Jesus up as an expert and then try to trap him with a question about paying taxes to Caesar. Not only does Jesus elude the polarized alternatives into which they would entrap him, but he manages to be faithful in exercising his ministry by putting the question back into their laps. "Render unto Caesar what is Caesar's, and unto God what is God's."

Drawing on Friedman's framework, one might describe Jesus' entire ministry as that of defining his goals and vision in the face of pressures from all quarters to betray or deny them.

An understanding of leadership as self-definition provides a helpful alternative to the path of domination on the one hand or facilitation on the other. Friedman suggests that it is possible to say to a congregation or a church council: "This is what I care deeply about and this is what I understand myself as called to be and do," without imposing one's will on others. By being direct and open in this way a leader avoids either will-lessness or willfulness in favor of clarity and conviction. Self-definition allows members of a congregation a sense of direction without imposing that same sense of direction.

Self-definition may sound easy, but it is not, It calls upon leaders to know their own minds, to be steady and consistent in their convictions, and to have the courage of their convictions by being forthright. This is often a great gift to a congregation, for it is a model of integrity that encourages others to act out of their own deeply held convictions. Furthermore, when a leader consistently articulates his or her goals and values, potential allies are enabled to step forward and become real allies. If the flag is flying, it becomes possible to follow it.

A third author whose work holds particular value for church leaders is Ronald Heifetz of Harvard's Kennedy School of Government. In Leadership Without Easy Answers, Heifetz addresses the nature and challenge of leadership when there are no easy answers or ready solutions. Heifetz distinguishes between "technical" and "adaptive" work. Drawing on medical examples, Heifetz says technical work might involve a physician diagnosing an illness and prescribing a shot or a week of pills which fix or solve the problem. Both problem and solution are clearly definable.

Adaptive work is different. There are two kinds of adaptive work. In one case, the problem is definable, but discovery and implementation of the solution require learning. Heart disease, for example, may require that a patient not only consider and choose among various treatment options but also make appropriate life changes. The second type of adaptive work is even more complex. Here the problem itself is not clearly defined. Simply to understand the nature of the problem requires learning. Chronic illness or impending death often requires this kind of adaptive work.

As the era of American Christendom has ended, and the mainline churches have lost their established status, we face an adaptive change which requires enormous learning to define the problems, much less to locate and implement solutions, Churches may try to approach their challenges as if they were of a technical nature. The problem is defined as "membership loss," and the solution is church growth techniques. But our situation is a great deal more challenging than that. The skills and knowledge, the ways of being the church, that were appropriate and served us well in the establishment era no longer fit the new realities of a much more secular and religiously pluralistic society.

We can see an illustration of adaptive leadership in Moses, who over the long stretch of the Exodus and wilderness journey was engaged in helping the former slaves make a transition from one reality, slavery, to a new one, that of being a people in covenant with Yahweh, a people who are free and responsible in a particular way. The change is a long and labored one, filled with difficult learning for all concerned.

Time and again, Moses is confronted in the years of the wilderness sojourn by those who want a quick fix, a technical solution. "Give us bread," they demand. Manna is provided, but it only points to a deeper source of provision and to the new reality emerging. As in adaptive work, the problem that Moses and his people face is not clearly known or defined at the outset. It requires learning. Nor is there any readily apparent and applicable solution. The solution, such as it is, lies in making the journey, living into the new reality in the midst of an uncertain situation. Heifetz describes the leader's task as "mobilizing adaptive work." Moses mobilized adaptive work in a most literal way, leading people on a journey of learning and transformation.

In many ways, the task facing leaders of mainline denominations and congregations today is to mobilize people for adaptive work -- that is, to help people understand the social and religious changes occurring in our time and to enter into new ways of being the church, knowing as we do that we are far from fully understanding our situation or knowing the particular ways we are called to respond. To mobilize people for adaptive work is to help them enter into that zone of risk where new learning and new self-understandings, as well as new ways of acting, can be discerned. This is not easy work. Most of us would prefer to take a regimen of pills rather than face death and resurrection. But it is promising work for which our faith, scriptures and varied ecclesial traditions provide rich resources. •

Lessons in Leadership

Among the congregations I know, two challenges loom especially large for leaders: maintaining a clear focus amid competing agendas, and bringing about needed change when people are resistant, or at best ambivalent about change. With that context in mind, here are ten rules of leadership, more or less in the order in which I learned them..

1) Give responsibility back: Early in my ministry I would listen closely when people said, "The church should be doing this," or "The church ought to do that," and I would immediately put the idea in my pastoral backpack. After a while the load became so heavy that I collapsed. I began to learn to give responsibility back. I found myself learning to say things like, "That's an important need all right. How do you think you can respond to it?" If I wanted to be even more blunt, I would say, "I am not especially interested in hearing what you think the church should be doing, but I am very interested in hearing what you believe God is calling you to do."

2) Expect trouble: I found myself puzzled that new ideas or challenges to the status quo proved so upsetting to some people. I thought, "Gosh, I'm not an evil person. Why are some people so angry, even vicious?" I laid my complaint before a friend, who said, "If you aren't making some enemies, you're probably not doing your job."

Most clergy want to be liked. But if we make being liked the overriding rule for our ministry, not much is likely to happen. This is not to indulge a persecution complex or to delight in opposition. It is to recognize the paradoxical wisdom of the aphorism, "No good deed goes unpunished." It

is to recognize that in the church, just as in the world, power is zealously guarded, and not all that glitters is gold.

3) Value small steps: The long-term vision may be one of fundamental change, but you get there by looking for and valuing small steps along the way. Sometimes very small steps. For example, you may hope to see your congregation develop a full-orbed teaching ministry for adults, giving as much or more emphasis to adult education as to the Sunday school for children. Keep the vision dive, but look for small steps -- for example, the church board studying a relevant book, key leaders beginning to share the vision, a special task force grappling with the ideas, and individuals in the congregation who long for serious biblical study openly articulating their hope. The Exodus did not just happen one day. There were a host of steps, over a number of years, that built toward it.

4) Plan: Both long-range, strategic planning and an annual calendar planning can help a congregation as well as clergy to focus energies and avoid getting distracted. Planning that is done well will begin with the question, What are we trying to accomplish? Periodic strategic planning (every five years is about right,) followed by action and accomplishment, heightens congregational energy and self-confidence. On the other hand, nothing dissipates congregational energy more than discussing an issue year after rear without taking action.

5) Identify the vital few: Part of good planning is asking the question," What are the vital few things we must do in order to get the job done? Often congregations try to do too much and resist asking, What is really critical? What are the vital few things we must do if we are to be a faithful Christian congregation? The "vital few" question can be employed with boards and staff, as well as with the congregation as a whole. It helps to sort out the major from the minor, to create a sense of being mission-driven. Most groups and congregations are better off trying to do less and doing that well than trying to do a lot and doing it poorly.

6) Don't overvalue consensus: Many people take great pride in saying, We do everything by consensus here. That often means, We never take a vote. Sometimes consensus is the best way to operate and really does occur. More often, it ends up meaning that the long-winded win, or that veto power is held by those who resist change. Not every decision requires or should be made by a vote. But voting does help a group move forward. Waiting for consensus means disempowering those who are willing to take risks, who in many cases are precisely the people you want to encourage, not discourage. After a vote is taken, leaders need to work for cohesion, reminding all parties of a unity and identity that transcend the particular issue.

7) Count the yes votes: This strategy is another way of empowering the risk-takers. Sometimes there is not a need to take an up-or-down vote on an issue. Simply let the interested and enthusiastic go ahead -- that is, count the yes votes. Barely will a majority take part in a new ministry at the outset. Counting the yes votes enables the creative minority to take action.

8) Create a new working group for a new job: Five years ago the church I serve began the groundwork for a sanctuary renovation project. If this project had been sent to the administration, property, finance, worship or other established board, it would have languished and died. When it comes to significant new directions or coloring-outside-the-lines work, established boards are good at saying no. If you want the idea to live, create a special task force or committee. It is likely to be more invested in the work than an existing board would be and much more likely to bring the project to fruition.

9) Change by addition, not subtraction: It is always easier to get support for adding a project than for eliminating one. Even the most moribund program will have its loyalists. If you try to kill it off, you will mobilize the supporters and sap energy from new ventures. You'll get where you want to go more quickly by focusing on the new project. If and when the new ministry takes off, people will gradually gravitate toward it, and in time the need for the old forms will cease to exist. People are much more likely to let go of the old when they have something new to embrace.

10) Be persistent: Change, no matter how much needed or how valid the motivation, happens slowly and engenders resistance. Those called to leadership should expect conflict and resistance; be prepared to value it and to learn from it, and to persist as gracefully as possible in the face of it. When it is clear that the leader will be persistent, the dynamics do change. Don't give up too soon. It takes about five years for a new pastor to be trusted and accepted as the pastor of the church, and seven to eight years before his or her efforts begin to bear fruit. If your time line is a lot shorter than that, congregational leadership will prove to be a disappointing line of work.

These ten lessons have been brought home to me. Other ministers will have a different set. What is urgent is that clergy think of themselves as leaders and share with one another what they are learning as they lead and are led.

Megalessons

Book Review

Beyond Megachurch Myths: What We Can Learn from America’s Largest Churches. By Scott Thumma and Dave Travis. Jossey-Bass, 256 pp.

The Megachurch and the Mainline: Remaking Religious Tradition in the Twenty-First Century. By Stephen Ellingson. University of Chicago Press, 256 pp.

When I speak to mainline Protestants about church life, I usually get questions, often only half-formulated, about megachurches. "What about those, what do you call them, megachurches?" "Isn’t that the problem with those megachurches?" "Isn’t that what megachurches do?"

Often the question reflects what Scott Thumma and Dave Travis call the myths about megachurches: that they are too big, that what they offer is really only entertainment, or that they tell people what to think. Often one can detect in the question an attitude of sour grapes.

The megachurch phenomenon is, perhaps belatedly, on the minds of churchgoers and average Americans. I say "perhaps belatedly" because the megachurch phenomenon in its current expression is at least 30 years old. Moreover, some observers argue that the lifecycle of megachurches is nearing its end. The books under consideration don’t concur with that view. Rather, the authors of these two quite different studies believe that the megachurch is changing the shape of religion, for better or worse. Their opinion was shared by the recently deceased management guru Peter Drucker, who once said that megachurches "are surely the most important social phenomenon in American society in the last 30 years."

As scholars should, the authors challenge some stereotypes and conventional wisdom associated with megachurches. Both studies are also concerned with the bottom-line questions: Are megachurches good for Christianity? Are they good for American society?

Thumma and Davis’s book is the product of the 2005 Megachurches Today study conducted jointly by the Hartford Institute for Religion Research, Hartford Seminary and the Dallas-based Leadership Network. A data-laden chapter opens the book, and one that extrapolates trends into the futures closes it. In between, nine myths about megachurches are considered in light of the Megachurches Today study and a wider congregational study done the same year, the National Congregations Study. The latter provides a basis for locating megachurches in a wider context. The myths are framed by quotations from various critics of megachurches.

What is a megachurch? According to Thumma and Davis, it is any Protestant congregation that averages 2,000 or more in worship attendance at its weekly services. In one way, that definition is too limiting, because it excludes Roman Catholic parishes that fit the numerical criterion. It is too wide in another respect, for it would include congregations of that size in the early 20th century, well before the term megachurch was coined.

Thumma and Davis break down megachurches into four types: the "old-line, program-based" church; the "seeker" church; the "charismatic pastor-focused" church; and the "new wave/reenvisioned" church. This elaboration helpfully complexifies the topic and provides a ready response to Myth Number One, "All megachurches are alike." (It is interesting to learn that 60 percent of all megachurches are in the Far West or South, and that most of them are in just three states, California, Texas and Florida.)

Sometimes the myths do not lend themselves to being proven or disproven. For example, the chapter "That Church Is Just Too Big" concludes that the people who like and attend megachurches don’t find them to be too big. Does that mean they really aren’t too big? The authors also suggest that bigness is what Americans are used to and that it’s small churches that are the anomaly.

Other myths can be challenged by the data--such as the myth that the membership of megachurches is homogeneous, whether by race, class or politics. Perhaps the most important chapters are those that respond to the charges that "megachurches water down the faith" and that "megachurches grow because of the show."

While providing interesting information, Thumma and Davis tend to offer a defense of the megachurch against what often appear to be the sour-grapes attitudes and stereotyped views of its detractors. "There are clear reasons that these large churches are so appealing," the authors conclude. "They offer a form of organized religious life that responds to the needs of modern Americans. There is considerable resonance between what ordinary people in society value and what the megachurches have to offer."

To put it another way, megachurches are in touch with the market. Is this an achievement or a problem? Thumma and Davis see it as a plus. Megachurches, they argue, have much to teach other churches in North America about "doing ministry with intentionality;… organizing member interactions; having a clear niche identity; creating professional-quality, contemporary, and entertaining worship; and addressing modern individuals in a way that allows them choice and yet asks them to become serious in their commitments."

Rather than looking at megachurches themselves, Stephen Ellingson, a sociologist of religion, looks at mainline churches to see what effect the megachurch is having on them. His broader interest is in how congregations change, how tradition is handled and reinterpreted, and what is gained and what is lost in the process. He challenges the notion that mainline Protestant churches and evangelical megachurches inhabit two different worlds that seldom meet or interact. In fact, among Ellingson’s most important conclusions is that the evangelical megachurch style and theology are "colonizing" mainline congregations.

For several years Ellingson closely studied nine Lutheran congregations in the San Francisco Bay area. Lutheran congregations provide a good Petri dish for studying the megachurch impact, because Lutherans have a distinct theological tradition which they express in a particular liturgical style of worship. While the colonization of Lutheran congregations by the megachurches varies a great deal in the nine congregations, they all feel strong pressure to adapt.

The churches’ situation is a bit like the problem that down-town retailers face when Wal-Mart and Costco come to town. Can such stores keep alive their local identity? Can they keep their customers?

The result of the colonization may be not so much that smaller businesses (or in this case, traditional Lutheran churches) go out of business. Rather, the long-term effect on religion may be similar to the way that every shopping area in America now offers the same string of stores: Gap, Bed Bath & Beyond, Barnes and Noble or Borders, and Old Navy. Not everything becomes Wal-Mart or Costco, but local variation and history tend to be swept away in the effort to adapt to the market.

Ellingson is troubled by the loss of what he calls "communities of memory." Communities of memory are increasingly being replaced, he says, by "communities of interest." A traditional congregation is a community of memory because it not only maintains its own congregational story but is part of a larger moral tradition that extends back through time. Communities of interest, on the other hand, are the kind suggested by terms like "the intelligence community" or "the social-service community" These communities tend to form " around limited interests, often self-interests. Ellingson’s implication is that megachurches, which lack enduring bonds, look more like communities of interest.

Ellingson reaches back into American history to find the antecedents of megachurches in the frontier revivalist tradition. He reminds us that as innovative as megachurches may seem, their ministries, including their patterns of worship, are those pretty much in line with that of camp meetings and revivals of the 18th and 19th centuries. Moreover, the tension between revivalistic and more established forms of Christianity is nothing new, even if megachurches have given it a new face and form.

Ellingson terms this revivalistic tradition "pietism" and "evangelicalism." He contrasts it with the "confessional" orientation embodied by the Lutheran tradition. While the latter understands becoming a Christian mainly as "learning to worship as a Christian" and being part of a congregation, the pietistic or evangelical tradition "recasts Christianity into individual and therapeutic terms, reducing the faith to a set of principles that will make the individual happy or fulfilled." This is "a theology in which the individual replaces God and church as the primary religious actor and in which growth is elevated to the highest organizational and religious value."

Moreover, in the pietist-evangelical expression, the church is viewed "instrumentally"; the church is "a context that may facilitate conversion and personal faith but is ultimately not necessary." In contrast, the confessional Lutheran tradition "emphasizes, not a momentary decision to convert, but instead the process of becoming a Christian and thus the ongoing life of faith. The tradition, especially the rituals of worship, serves as the vehicle through which individuals are introduced to and sustained in a corporate life of Christian faith."

All three authors seem to agree that the focus on the individual in the more pietistic tradition works better in contemporary America. Where they differ is that Thumma and Davis by and large approve of this approach, while Ellingson by and large does not. Thumma and Davis see megachurches and evangelicalism reaching people with the gospel, while Ellingson sees the same success working to erode communities of memory.

The contrast between the two books fairly well identifies the heart of the megachurch contribution and challenge. People are being reached, often in large numbers. But are communities being created, or even imagined, that are more than the sum of their individual parts? Does the megachurch movement and its colonization of mainline congregations constitute gain or loss?

Of course, these questions cannot be separated from the larger social context, one that tends to prize individual fulfillment or customer satisfaction over institutional life and its continuities. Shall the church adapt to such an ethos or resist it? Or is it possible to do both--adapting at some points while resisting at others? Can congregations exhibit greater intentionality and focus on personal spiritual growth, and yet call and invite people into communities of memory and hope that have deep theological significance? Can such a church survive or thrive in a market-driven society?

Helping such churches thrive in a market-driven society is the project being undertaken by postliberal mainliners (as described by Diana Butler Bass in her recent study of vital mainline congregations, Christianity for the Rest of Us) as well as by postevangelical congregations, sometimes dubbed "emerging" churches, that are associated with the work of Brian McLaren and others. In other words, there may be a third way, one that is neither rigidly traditional for tradition’s sake nor vacuously market-driven for growth’s sake.

Testimony about the need for a third way comes from the megachurch world itself. A recent self-study done by a Willow Creek Community Church, Reveal: Where Are You? indicated that simply creating programs to meet perceived needs--the church’s longtime strategy--had not led to the formation of mature Christians. According to Willow Creek founder and pastor Bill Hybels, more emphasis needs to be placed on equipping people to further their own faith growth through spiritual practices. Instead of providing the program of the week or year, the church needs to develop practices of faith for a lifetime.

To be sure, such a third way is not the easy path. It may, for the time being, be the road less taken, but it also appears in many ways the road more promising. Too many congregations seem to perceive their only options to be either doing church way it was done in the 1950s or throwing all that out and bringing in praise bands and big screens and proclaiming that "contemporary worship" has arrived.

My own sense is that the true vitality lies with congregations that are able to take the contemporary interest in spiritual life and growth seriously and yet are able to draw on the riches of Christian tradition and history to do so. To return to the store analogy, a third way lies beyond the run-down mom-and-pop grocery and Wal-Mart. Maybe it is like the organic food co-op in my neighborhood: It is local and it is hip. It is neither large nor small. It offers products that are good for you, but in a setting and in a style that are inviting and interesting. And many people are called to participate in the ongoing life and operation of the co-op.

Congregations that should be communities of memory are too often, Ellingson admits, congregations that have little understanding of their own theological tradition. If they find themselves colonized by pastors in aloha shirts who are backed by rock bands and who take cheap shots at the Lutheran Book of Worship, it is at least in part because they have ceased to steward a compelling and living tradition with the power to change lives.

The good news, or so it seems to me, is that there are congregations that combine cultural engagement and adaptive capacity with a strong grasp of the historic riches of Christian faith. May their tribe increase!

Power Outage

What happens when power is seen as inherently suspect and even evil? What happens when power in the church is viewed as bad? What are the implications for the church when its leaders eschew power and influence and consider them qualities or capacities to be avoided?

This past summer I taught a course at a seminary in Canada. Forty people showed up for "Pastoral Leadership for Congregational Transformation," Most were pastors of the United Church of Canada, with a little leaven from other church bodies, including Anglican and Lutheran.

Early in the week I asked participants to complete an exercise that explores motivation. Why do we do what we do? What ‘gets our engines going’? What activities give us the greatest satisfaction? As they answered these questions, people found themselves in one of three groups. They learned that their prime motivator was one of three factors: affiliation, achievement, or power and influence.

The first of these, the affiliators, focus on relationships, feelings, and how they can help with the process. They specialize in sensing the "temperature of the room," and in seeing that everyone feels welcome and included. The achievers, in the same situations, pay attention to outcomes, to the product and to what is being accomplished. They tend to focus on goals and how to achieve them, problems and how to solve them. The power or influence types are those concerned about impact, about changing people’s hearts and minds, and about leveraging social power. If one were to imagine a dinner party the affiliators would want to see that everyone felt welcome and comfortable; the achievers might be out in the kitchen concocting a gourmet feast; the power/influence types would be paying attention to who’s on the invitation list and to whether or not the dinnertime conversation is substantive and even inspirational. Clearly, a great dinner party needs all three types of people.

When the participants completed the exercise, we discovered that we had 23 affiliators, 15 achievers and only two people motivated by power influence. "What do you make of that?" I asked the group. Their initial comments were self-congratulatory. There was praise for the heavy bias toward people skills and affiliation as motivation, and for the apparent lack of interest in power among the assembled church leaders.

But one person challenged the consensus. "In the United Church of Canada," she said, "we’ve been told for so long now that power is bad, that power is suspect, that I’m not surprised that few of us acknowledged power or influence as a motivation." There was an uncomfortable silence as she continued, "I wonder if more people aren’t motivated by power rightly used and influence for the good than we’ve let on, only it’s been socialized out of us?"

Perhaps emboldened by that query, another chimed in, "When people label all exercise of power as inherently bad or suspect, power issues or needs don’t just go away. They go underground. They get expressed in all sorts of distorted and unhealthy ways. We’ve got plenty of that in our churches.

These comments generated a valuable discussion about power, leadership and the church. I noted that two vocations that attract people motivated by power and influence are teaching and politics, and that these are two of the more challenging and troubled callings. In our society today I shared my concern for any denomination in which only 5 percent of the clergy claim power and influence as a motivation or primary capability. What happens to a gospel and church that has historically sought to change the hearts and minds of people if we grow timid or disinterested in influencing others?

One can understand ambivalence about power in the church, given the stories of clergy abuse of power. In Canada, the church has been living with the sad and sordid story of "residential schools" for native peoples. Operated by churches in the last half of the 19th and first half of the 20th centuries, these schools have been the target of many allegations of cultural insensitivity and child and sexual abuse.

Is there anywhere that power is being exercised for the common good? Isn’t it important to openly address questions about power and its use so that power doesn’t go "underground" and become manifest in harmful ways? Shouldn’t we acknowledge that all persons have power, that organizations are reliant on the responsible use of power to fulfill their goals and mission, and that leaders who exercise power may in fact be servants and not simply in it for themselves or their group?

In sector after sector of life -- education, religion, politics, health care and policing -- we assume that we should distrust those in positions of power and assume that self-interest is their primary motivator. Not only is this not fair to many devoted leaders, it is also counterproductive for organizations and for society as a whole. It forces those called to leadership tasks to live in an unnecessarily harsh climate, one in which they pay dearly for any mistake. It also means that many who might be good leaders say, "Thanks, but no thanks," or "Who needs it?" And we do need them. Our churches, institutions and society need capable and dedicated leaders.

Power is one of the goods God created, blessed and pronounced good. Power is not God and ought not be divinized nor made into an idol. When it is absolutized it will, as Lord Acton remarked, "corrupt absolutely." And yet when power is in its place and directed toward appropriate ends, it has the potential for building and sustaining the fabric of life. If we demonize all power uncritically, we reject God’s creation and sap its potential.

The flip side of a bias against power and a suspicion of those entrusted with It is the tendency to automatically assign the moral high ground to those we deem to be powerless or "victims." Today the quickest and surest route to capture that high ground is by claiming to be a victim. Many today sentimentalize victimhood and locate goodness in the class of people called victims. As a result, almost everyone claims to be a victim.

In the fourth Gospel Jesus counters this tendency by denying that he is a victim. "I lay down my life. No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it up again" (John 10:18), Jesus retained power even as he suffered, even as he died. He was nobody’s victim.

Yes, it is true that Jesus addressed and called those who had experienced victimization -- the poor, the meek, the grieving, the persecuted, those who suffer for righteousness’ sake. But he did not encourage a victim mentality. Rather he urged victims to claim and exercise power. "If anyone forces you to go one mile, go also the second mile." "If anyone strikes you on the right cheek, turn the other also" (Matt 5:39-40). This is not counsel in how to be a doormat. It is counsel in how to rise above those who persecute you and to exercise power that they would strip away.

There are at least two downsides of this tendency to claim victimhood. First, those who wrap themselves in the mantel of victim make a bargain. In order to be a victim, they surrender their own powers, their capacity for choice and responsibility. Someone else makes the decisions. Someone else is responsible. It’s "them," "they’re in control," "I am only a victim."

The other downside is that those who claim victimhood widen the divide between the good guys and the bad guys, and include as bad guys those who are in positions of power and responsibility. We are not well served by further dividing the world, the community or the church into good guys and bad guys, victims and victimizers. We are better served by figuring out how to "paddle together" in the boat that we all share when we try to solve common problems or face common challenges.

This is where we need good leaders, those whose primary task is to mobilize the rest of us. How can we see what we have in common and paddle together so that all of us get to shore? How can we avoid paddling in circles forever because the oars are working on only one side of the boat?

Jesus transcends our polarization of power and powerlessness, leader and follower, agent and victim. He had power to heal, to transform and to influence others. He also suffered at the hands of others and was victimized not only by the state and organized religion, but also by his closest comrades and friends, which ought to make us think before hastily designating people as good guys and bad guys. Jesus had power and he gave it away, which may finally be the most powerful and faithful exercise of power.

And what about us? Is it the task of the church to adjust to the world or to change it? If we seek to stand in the faithful line of those who would change the world, then we need to reclaim the positive potential of power as well as a modest but sure conviction of the gospel’s capacity to influence, to change lives and to renew communities.

Leadership as a Spiritual Practice

Is leadership specifically pastoral leadership, a spiritual practice? Dorothy Bass has defined practices as "those shared activities that address fundamental human needs and that, woven together, form a way of life." Does leadership address a fundamental human need?

Effective leaders engage communities, congregations and institutions in addressing their most difficult and pressing problems, and mobilize those organizations to address their most important challenges. In these ways leadership does address a fundamental human need -- our need to respond to challenges. When no person or team of persons provides leadership, communities and congregations are disabled.

Craig Dykstra adds, "Practices are those cooperative human activities through which we, as individuals and cornmunifies, grow and develop in moral character and substance. If leadership is a practice, then it forms not only those who are led. hut also those who lead.

Pastoral leadership addresses fundamental human needs and shapes moral character. This kind of leadership is not easy; it’s a high-risk and often dangerous endeavor. As Ron Heifetz of Harvard’s Kennedy School of Government observes, "You appear dangerous to people when you question their values, beliefs and habits of a lifetime. You place yourself on the line when you tell people what they need to hear rather than what they want to hear. Although you may see with clarity and passion a promising future of progress and gain, people will see with equal passion the losses you ask them to sustain."

As a naive voting pastor, I expected people to thank me for questioning their values, beliefs and habits, and I was perplexed by just how tough and dangerous that can be. Of course, one might observe, "Just what part of the cross did you not understand? Another way to frame this would be to say that I slowly came to see leadership as a spiritual practice. Leadership has a cruciform shape. But then we’ve heard this story before, haven’t we? Peter’s "No, this shall never happen to you, Lord!" only thinly veiled another protest, "No, this shall never happen to me."

True leadership does not simply influence the community to follow the leader’s vision, but also enables the community to face its most critical challenges and to be what God calls and enables it to be. There is too much stress today on the leader as the person of vision. A vision is not imported from somewhere else, and it is not the idiosyncratic vision of one charismatic woman or man. A vision arises from a careful reading of the context and the work required by God of a particular people with a particular identity.

Moses exemplifies this kind of work when he mobilizes a people to engage its most pressing and difficult challenges. He led a journey of "adaptive change," to use Heifetz’s term -- a journey that involves loss and risk, change of hearts and minds, loss of known worlds and ways, and an introduction to the unknown. The journey also requires trust in powers beyond ones own. The resulting transformation is intrinsically spiritual in nature: it requires spiritual leadership.

Leadership is not the same as expertise, although the two are often confused. Experts come equipped with a variety of technical fixes, new tools. These are fine as far as they go, but they don’t engage people in loss, risk and trust. In fact, people may try to avoid the challenge of the more difficult work by preoccupying themselves with the latest in tools and techniques. Experts do things for us; leaders go with us.

Moses had a few "technical tricks," expert moves like turning a staff into a serpent, doing that little number with his hand -- kind of a "now you see it, now you don’t" trick -- and turning the water from the Nile into blood. So do most pastoral and community leaders, whose expert moves may include a new technique for building small groups, the latest stewardship methodology, or the ability to preach without a manuscript ("Look, Ma, no hands!"), But these tricks will not sustain leaders in the long run.

This is not only because leaders eventually run out of tricks. It’s because the point of leadership is not to dazzle people but to challenge them, to assist them in growing and changing as they answer God’s call. Moses leads his people in a transformation from being "no people" to being "God’s people." There is no magic wand or four-step formula for that one.

Five episodes from the Moses story illustrate live different aspects of leadership as a spiritual practice. In several of these instances I draw upon Heifetz’s work to deepen our understanding as well as to name particular aspects of leadership as a spiritual practice.

"Then Moses said, "I must turn aside and look at this great sight, and see why the bush is not burned up" (Ex. 3:3). This, of course, is part of the story of Moses’ initial encounter with God at the burning bush and God’s call to him. Heifetz says that leaders need to "get to the balcony." Perhaps it seems a little pedestrian to describe the burning-bush moment as "getting to the balcony," but Heifetz means that Moses had to step away in order to get a better look at things. Moses had stepped away, far away, to Midian. In Exodus 3, he was summoned "to the balcony" for a better look at what was going on back in Egypt.

Congregational leaders who are caught up in the close encounter of congregational life need to step away in order to see more clearly what is really going on, including their role in things. Doing so is not without risk. Moses began to see what God was doing in and through what appeared an utterly hopeless situation.

And he was called to leadership. Moses had tried leadership before, jumping into the fray when he saw one of the Hebrew slaves being abused by an Egyptian overlord. But this brief and inglorious fling was leadership by his own power; it was of this world. Now Moses received authorization for his leadership. It lay not in himself, but in God and God’s call. This work was not his idea. Or as Jesus put it to his own disciples, "You did not choose me, but I chose you."

Five years into ministry I experienced a baffling and terrifying depression. Looking back, I would say that before this experience I had tried, for the most part, to do leadership in my own strength and by my own wits -- a recurring temptation. After coming through that dark-night experience, I learned that ministry is done, if at all, "in the strength of the Lord."

With the people mobilized and the Red Sea behind them, the real work began. "Moses said, ‘When the Lord gives you meat to eat in the evening and your fill of bread in the morning, because the Lord has heard the complaining that you utter against him -- what are we? Your complaint is not against us but against the Lord"’ (Ex. 16:8).

The people had complained against Moses and Aaron, saying, "You have brought us out here to kill us." This was a wonderful moment, one that anyone leading change will recognize. Not only have we heard the complaint from our people, we have also spoken it ourselves, if only in our own hearts and minds. "Why not leave well enough alone?" "What if they’re right?"

Moses worked to keep the real issues before the people and to keep himself from becoming the issue. Another way to put this is to say that Moses did not internalize the struggle. The people wanted to make his leadership the issue. There are times, of course, when leaders are misguided or manipulative and need correction. But the real issue -- the adaptive work -- is learning to trust in God’s leading and God’s power to sustain God’s people. Again and again, Moses framed and named what was really at stake, and it wasn’t food or his leadership. It was learning faith and learning this God.

In Heifetz’s terms, Moses maintained "disciplined attention" and resisted the "work avoidance" of the murmuring people, the tried-and-true gambit of blaming the leader. Moses does not allow himself or them to fall into that trap, but named it, then drew attention to the real work and the real issues. "Your murmurings are not against us but against the Lord," he said. That language can, of course, be misused, either to stigmatize or to induce guilt. With those dangers in view, leaders must keep the greater issues before the group and not take murmuring personally, even when some want to make it personal. Moses did not internalize the conflict and resistance that came his way. It was not about him, but about God and God’s plan to create a people who know and serve God.

In the very next chapter of Exodus, the people complained about the lack of water. Again, Moses directed their attention away from himself and toward God. And God responded by putting Moses on the spot.

"Then the Lord said to Moses, ‘I will be standing there in front of you on the rock at Horeb. Strike the rock, and water will come out of it, so that the people may drink" (Ex. 17:6). In this story two related elements of leadership as a spiritual practice are evident: first, leaders lead. At some point and at some times, leaders must be willing to step ahead, to take risks and to lead. I have experienced this when I initiated new ministries, led capital-fund drives, started new churches and entered into community conflicts. In Exodus 17 we see Moses not only engaging in the risk of leadership, but also holding steady despite increasing resistance. What could be riskier than striking a stone in the desert with the expectation that water would flow from it?

This is a powerful metaphor for holding steady amid rising resistance. The value of persistence as a quality of leadership cannot be overestimated. Most social communities will test leaders to see if they mean what they say, to see if they will hold steady, not losing their nerve or their cool. When congregations and communities sense that a leader will persist, then something shifts and the next steps are possible.

Another quality of leadership as spiritual practice is suggested by Heifetz’s comment that leaders must "give responsibility back." As a young pastor I had a tendency to be overly responsible. I suspect this to be true of many who are called to ministry and to leadership. We are not reluctant to step up and say yes to responsibility. But this virtue can become the vice of needing to be in control and failing to give responsibility back.

When I heard members earnestly say that the church needed to do something, I tended to take the responsibility myself. Crazy, I know, but I as not entirely alone in thinking this way I had learned that many church members who said, "The church needs to do this," did not intend to put their own shoulders to the wheel. They were happy to have the pastor take on the task.

Eventually I learned to give responsibility back by offering to help people discern their own sense of calling in relation to what they thought needed to be done. This is an important and challenging part of the spiritual practice of leadership. What is fascinating in Exodus 33:16 is that Moses gave responsibility back not to the people (he did that elsewhere) but to God. This too is a good skill for pastors and part of the spiritual practice of leadership. More pastors should sit down on with a cup of coffee and remind God, "These are your people. This was your idea!"

In Exodus 33:16 Moses said to the Lord, "For how shall it be known that I have found favor in your sight, I and your people, unless you go with us?" Just prior to this, of course, the people had enjoyed the golden calf dance, after which God said, "That’s it, I’m outta here. I’m done with this stiff-necked rabble." At which point Moses said, "Consider that this nation is your people." The unspoken thought here is, "They aren’t my people; this wasn’t my idea."

If there is a time for giving responsibility back to the people, is there also a time for giving responsibility back to God, for letting God be God, for calling on God to be God? Is this audacious move also part of leadership as a spiritual practice?

At the end of Deuteronomy, after Moses’ long exhortation to the children of Israel at the boundary of the Promised Land, he climbed Mt. Nebo to see the Promised Land from a distance. That was as close as he would ever get. The text records, "Then Moses, the servant of the Lord, died there in the land of Moab, at the Lord’s command. He was buried in a valley in the land of Moab, opposite Beth-peor, but no one knows his burial place to this day" (Deut. 34:6).

What a strange and haunting ending to such a long and glorious story! Moses was not allowed to enter the Promised Land. But this gets to the very heart of leadership as a spiritual practice: it is not about the leader. We may lead for a chapter, but the story is God’s.

My early efforts at leadership were too much about me. I expect that this is not unusual. People are drawn to leadership roles, in part, because they hope for admiration, affection and attention, if not validation. If we do actually lead, however, we soon learn that this is not what we get. Leadership is, as Wendell Berry said about parenting, "a vexed privilege and a blessed trial."

It is in this way, however, that leadership is most of all a spiritual practice. Leadership requires a transformation, a dying to the self. "It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me" (Gal. 2:20). It is not about you. It is about the work. And, for us, it is about God and God’s dream.

This is not to say that leaders are to be egoless. Leaders need strong egos (but not big egos; there is a difference). And the fact that leadership is not about you does not mean that you can be unaware of yourself, your needs or your emotions. Leaders must be keenly aware of themselves. Self-aware, but not self-absorbed.

As a spiritual practice, leadership is as demanding as any other, and yet as promising and transformative as well. It is important work. Leadership addresses a fundamental human need: the need of communities, congregations and institutions to address the pressing problems and challenges occasioned by change in the environment and culture. Leadership helps people to discern both new occasions and new duties. And leadership is a practice which can shape moral character and deepen personal substance. Leadership is good and godly work.

 

Vicious Cycles

As I travel around the country visiting and consulting with congregations and clergy, I find that many are caught in vicious cycles. The vicious cycles seem more common than the virtuous ones. They are easily recognized by a chilly climate of anxiety, which these days seems to be more common than the common cold. Such anxiety, what Reinhold Niebuhr described as "the precondition of sin," is heightened by the mainline’s awareness of its institutional decline and vulnerability.

Members express this in statements such as "we must do more," "we must do better" and "we must work harder." There is nothing intrinsically wrong with any of these sentiments. We usually can do what we do a little better. But in the vicious cycle, this anxiety leads to a heightened level of activity that is without clear focus or sense of purpose. It gives rise to "strategic plans" that are not so much plans as laundry lists of everyone’s great ideas and particular interests. While most items on these lists have value, the attempts to accomplish everything on the lists result in congregations that are spread too thin.

A friend of mine dubs this the Pecos River Syndrome ("A mile wide but only a foot deep"), referring to a lack of effectiveness and success that further depresses the spirits of a congregation’s leaders and stakeholders. Being fatigued and scattered makes people even more vulnerable to the anxiety that sent them into a downward cycle -- anxiety leading to activity that results in more fatigue and anxiety. People feel they are getting nowhere; nothing changes or improves; clergy and lay leaders may throw up their hands and give up. Nothing I or we do makes any difference."

Psalm 127 speaks to a congregation experiencing sleepless nights and eating the "bread of anxious toil." Luke’s story of Martha and Mary is one case study of such a situation. "Martha, Martha, you are anxious about many things . . . Mary has chosen the better part," says Jesus, shining a bright and often disturbing light on the matter.

Perhaps the most extended reflection on the vicious and virtuous cycles is in the Letter to the Hebrews. Hebrews repeatedly juxtaposes the priests of the old rites with our new high priest, Jesus. The old priesthood is characterized by relentless, repetitive and ultimately ineffective activity. "Every priest stands day after day at his service offering again and again the same sacrifices that can never take away sins" (10:11). As the author tells it, the priests of the old cult are like rats on a wheel, constantly running faster and faster but getting nowhere. In contrast, "When Christ had offered for all time a single sacrifice for sins, he sat down at the right hand of God."

The postures are telling. The old order priests stand at their work -- imagine legions of people running in place at modern fitness centers or rows of gamblers cranking the levers on "one-armed bandits" in casinos. They are constantly, relentlessly, at their same labors while Christ has completed his work and has sat down. He doesn’t keep on sacrificing for sin. He has done it once, for all, for all time.

This posture suggests the starting point for the alternative to the vicious cycle. Christ offered one sacrifice for sins and then sat down -- the same posture assumed by Mary, who "sat at the feet of the Lord." A church’s virtuous cycle begins here. By God’s grace in Christ, we have confidence to enter boldly into God’s presence. "Let us come near to God with a sincere heart and a sure faith, with hearts that have been purified from a guilty conscience and with bodies washed with clean water." Virtuous cycles begin with a sense of confidence in what God has done and is doing, rather than in anxiety about what we must do.

This confidence in powers that are not our own can help clergy and congregations to focus on "the one thing" or the few things needful and central. Christ’s "once and for all" act does not mean that there is nothing left for us to do. Hebrews notes that his "enemies have not [yet] been made a stool beneath his feet." In other words, Christ has sat down, but we have work to do and our role to play -- Christ has not yet put his feet up! The choice is not between "It’s all up to us" and "It’s all up to the Lord." God’s grace calls forth and enables our response.

I ask congregations, "What are your vital few -- the vital few things that your board, your staff or your church must do and do well to be faithful and effective? How can the resources God has placed within and among you be channeled for the greatest effect?" Our trust in God’s work and grace leads us to focus. Or, as a successful microbrewery in Seattle says in its slogan, "The main thing is to keep the main thing the main thing."

A clear focus tends to produce greater results. Focus on the one or the several things needful tends to lead not only to clarity but to confidence, The virtuous cycle repeats and deepens, and the congregation finds itself on a spiral up rather than down.

I visited a congregation that decided its focus would be "Sunday morning at Second Church." You wouldn’t think a church would need to plan to focus on Sunday morning, but when the congregation emphasized its two Sunday worship services, its teaching ministry for morning, they found themselves changed.

"We discovered," says the pastor, "that if we get Sunday morning right, everything else seems to take care of itself, or at least flow from that." She adds "I love Sunday mornings at Second! There’s so much joy." Her enthusiasm is infectious. The congregation is lively and everyone seemed reasonably clear, in board and committee meetings that I attended, about their focus. "It’s not that other things aren’t going on or being done, but they tend to spring from our Sunday morning emphasis, rather than competing with it," says the pastor.

The vicious-and-virtuous-cycle phenomenon rings true in personal lives and experience as well as in congregations. When high anxiety hovers around me like a toxic cloud, I am no longer creative or productive. I work faster and harder, but often the only thing I have to show for it is a case of simmering resentment. The biblical Martha articulates this resentment memorably "Lord, don’t you care that my sister has left me to do all the work by myself? Tell her to come and help me!" In churches with a strong vicious-cycle pattern, one hears, or overhears, resentment. "So many people around here never do anything!" "A few of us do all the work!"

But in congregations where virtuous cycles are at work, there is a sense of shared ownership of the core goals. Because people are focused on a clear set of priorities, it’s easier for more people to buy in and to participate. Instead of hearing, "A few of us do all the work," one hears affirmation of the shared vision. "At Second Church, Sunday mornings are powerful." Or as the prophet Habakkuk said, "Write the vision, make it plain, so that even one who runs may see it."

Pastoral and congregational leaders may not need to come up with or import the right program or dazzling new technique. They may not need to work even longer hours and tell everyone how busy they are. They may need, however, to help their staffs and congregations discover virtuous cycles and the grace that is both their starting and their ending point.

Teaching Theology in the Church

Several years ago, while serving as minister of a congregation in Hawaii, I had frequent opportunity to observe a karate school that used our fellowship hall. I began to notice that this school taught much more than how to strike blows--indeed, that may have been the least of it. The instructor taught the students to practice certain postures, to observe certain rituals as they entered or left a room, and to address the sensai, or teacher, in a prescribed way. The discipline was designed to harmonize and integrate mind and body. The karate course appeared to be teaching a discipline and a way of life, one that would make the students different people.

Also several years ago I attended a regional consultation on theology in the United Church of Christ. This was one of several meetings prompted by concern in a number of quarters in our denomination about the state of theology. Some people challenged what was perceived as the reigning theology. Others asked if the denomination had an identifiable theology, and if so what difference it made. The task before us seemed that of identifying and arbitrating among the various theologies contending for recognition in our family of faith. Some people linked themselves to a theology inherited from one of our historic predecessor denominations. Others characterized their theology in terms of a "justice" commitment. Others advocated feminist theology, liturgical theology, process theology and so on. All sought to express the salience of their particular viewpoint for our denomination's self-understanding and future.

The consultation was stimulating, yet I sensed that we had missed a step, a rather basic one suggested by the karate school. We seemed to assume at the consultation, as we do in much of theological work in the church, that developing a theological identity is more or less a matter of picking a system of thought, be it feminist, neo-orthodox, process, liturgical or liberation, that fits our own concerns and agendas. This tends to make theology the province of elites. And there is something a bit pretentious about the way in which we select and expound "our" theology.

Such an enterprise has its place, but teaching theology in the church should proceed differently. It should be less a matter of advocating and arbitrating and more one of acquiring a way of life and a perspective on all of life. Ethicist James Gustafson, in Ethics from a Theocentric Perspective, refers to theology "as a way of construing life." Scripture can function in a similar way--it can give us a different lens through which to look at ourselves and our neighbors. If we only "examine" Scripture as one might examine a frog, and not allow Scripture to examine us, then we miss the most crucial point. Christian theology is not, as it sometimes appears in seminaries, a matter of paying your money and taking your pick. Christian theology may be more like what was going on in the karate class: a rather slow process of acquiring a perspective on life and appropriating certain patterns of behavior and speech.

With these concerns in mind I decided to offer a class on "New Directions in Theology" for my congregation. In a dozen years of parish ministry this was the first time I had taught a class on theology. I have taught many classes on the Bible, worship and prayer, and social and ethical issues, but none specifically theology. Nor have I noticed many of my colleagues offering such courses. Those who have invariably present some kind of "do-it-yourself" course–"Developing Your Own Theology"--as if the only possible theological option today is one so intensely personal as to be applicable only to oneself.

One insight I gained from teaching this course is that many laypeople, even in my comparatively educated congregation, have given up on theology. While some recalled something of Niebuhr or Tillich, several indicated that they thought of theology as unrelated to the church or to personal faith. They viewed theology as either a highly personal, individualized matter or as an essentially academic discipline conducted in universities and seminaries, something not germane to the life of the church or to personal faith.

If this is an accurate reading, then either the church is cut off from its own tradition, or theology has lost its primary constituency -- the church -- or both. If the church has given up on theology, what is its reason for being? If theology is not tested in the lives and communities of the faithful, does it not risk becoming a kind of neognostic venture, without incarnational expression?

It is increasingly difficult for North Americans to sustain meaning and coherence in their lives and communites, or to impart a living tradition to a new generation. These religious issues -- personal formation and making sense of life -- are often disguised by our relative affluence and the apparent assumption that getting everyone to middle-class economic status will solve all problems. Paul Holmer, in Making Christian Sense, challenges this notion. "Somehow the proximity and plainness of the advantages of prosperity, of peace, and of freedom make us want to exaggerate their advantages and attribute to them a healing of the spirit that they can never bring. For amid all the advantages of contemporary life, where fewer people suffer disease, hunger, or lack of opportunity than in years past, there still is probably no increase in the sum total of human happiness and very slight advantage, if any, in the main business of making sense of one's life."

When I listen to people speak of the role of religion or faith in their lives I hear them often speak of "having something to fall back on." While one might wish for a larger or more formative function for faith, this does suggest something about our context -- that even (or especially) in our technologically sophisticated society we need to deal with basic questions of meaning, value, purpose and belief. To do so requires a way of life, a sensemaking way of life. Our society has many competitors for people's hearts and minds. If the church is to be in the battle at all in the future, it must become more able and intentional about teaching and embodying a way of life, a lived theology.

I began my class with a discussion of our socio-historical context and a consideration of what theology is and does. Richard Fox, in his biography of Reinhold Niebuhr, quotes Niebuhr as saying that he thought of faith not so much as an "experience, but as a foundation for experience." Fox comments that for Niebuhr, "believing in God was not like a warm feeling inside. It was perceiving an outline of meaning in the midst of a broken existence." With Niebuhr's concept of faith as a foundation for experience and Gustafson's suggestion that theology is a way of construing the world, the class proceeded to consider the Reformed tradition, postliberal theology and perspectival theology.

The Reformed tradition of John Calvin and Jonathan Edwards is the primary theological stream in the Congregational branch of the United Church of Christ, but we are not much aware of it today. To focus on it, even briefly, was to honor our "roots," and to see how this theological construal has shaped our experience and practice, even if subconsciously. One especially prominent theme in this tradition is the sovereignty and otherness of God. Many current and popular religious expressions place great emphasis on theological immanence -- God in me, God in you. God in this construal is close, accessible and available. Emphasizing God's sovereignty moves toward a focus on transcendence, on the God whose ways are not our ways. Attention to this theme helped us to understand why we are often a bit uncomfortable with those who describe "what God did in my life today."

God's sovereignty is also the ground of great confidence and boldness, for as the hymn puts it, "everywhere that man can be, thou God art present there." We considered such Calvinist themes as piety and religion as thankfulness, and the doctrine of the priesthood of all believers. The category of "piety," understood not as sanctimonious behavior but as living all of one's life before God, may be due for renewed attention, we found.

In many ways, conceiving theology as a way of life and a foundation for experience characterizes postliberal theology. We considered this approach by way of Robert Bellah and colleagues in Habits of the Heart, George Lindbeck in The Nature of Doctrine, and William Willimon in What's Right with the Church? All emphasize the community of faith as the matrix in which faith is learned, embodied and sustained. Whereas we commonly understand religion and theology as beginning with an inner and personal experience that only later seeks a community or tradition, the postliberal asserts that the community's ways of speaking and acting, its rites and rituals, its patterns of life and behavior shape and indeed make possible certain kinds of experience. This view emphasizes the "giveness" of the faith and the necessity of communal embodiment that is both old and new. Participants in the class responded enthusiastically to the idea that the community of faith has a role in acculturating its members and passing on a living tradition.

Finally, the class turned to perspectival theologies, perhaps the dominant ones in academic theology today. Many theologians are thinking and writing from a self-conscious socio-cultural perspective, be it Afro-American, Latin American liberationist or feminist. We examined the work of Taiwanese theologian C. S. Song, who challenges from an Asian perspective the centrism of Western culture and the Western church. Song argues that theology is not immune to cultural and historical influences, and that "theology begins in earnest when it identifies its home and discovers its belonging."

We noted that while there are significant differences between this approach and the postliberal one, there are also some similarities. Postliberal theology is cognizant of the particular situation of North American society. A deeper understanding of the contextual emphasis of Asian and Latin American theologies might lead North American Christians to consider even more such themes as powerlessness in corporate America and anomie in a society that so emphasizes personal autonomy.

It strikes me now that this attempt to teach theology in the church was preoccupied, as is much of theological study, with methodological questions--What is theology? How is it done? etc. I hope in the future to be less methodological and more substantive or constructive. Yet, focusing on method may be necessary and important at present, for it may help us to rethink what theology is and how it relates to the life of the church and the lives of individual believers.

If theology is a way of life and a lens through which life is perceived and not simply a set of propositional statements, then teaching theology in the church should involve reflection on the life of the church--on worship and sacraments, ministry (ordained and lay) and mission. How are these elements of a way of life? What aspects of the gospel do they express? Are these practices forming or transforming us in the image and mind of Christ? What happens to us as we participate in them?

A second option might be to examine case studies. After developing certain theological themes --for example, justification, providence, sin, grace, communion and vocation -- the group might comment on examples provided by participants from their family life, work or the larger community. They would consider these cases theologically as the church, bringing to bear the insight and themes of the faith they hold in common.

A third approach would be to delve more deeply into what Thomas Oden (and others) are calling "the Great Tradition," "the consensually received instruction in classical Christian writing." The Protestant emphasis on Scripture as a sole and sufficient guide for faith has made us deficient in drawing on other traditions of the church. This Great Tradition contains hidden riches for our faith.

To teach theology in the church at all reorients our understanding of the church and ministry. The church and its ordained leaders have become reactive, whether in letting the world set our agenda or in simply responding to the many requests that come our way daily. While this posture is not without value, we can do something more -- we can be engaged in teaching, embodying and sustaining a particular way of life. However uphill that struggle will be, it promises to be a more exciting and more faithful response to the one who said "go therefore and make disciples of all nations."

 

 

 

 

Report of the Spies

I am five or six one summer, and I go to Bible school at the Methodist church in my hometown. Later I won't remember much of what we do except the coloring: every day we color pictures of Jesus knocking on doors, turning water into wine, helping the lame to walk; the pictures have (unreadable, to us) Bible verses printed under them. I'll remember the church, how it feels to go there every day for four weeks, as though I have a job or a calling, how it begins to seem familiar, like my house. I've never been anywhere else: day care and kindergarten are still unheard of in West Virginia in 1958, and my family doesn't take vacations. I know I'll start school in the fall, and ride the school bus in from our rural road, but that seems a long way off.

Bible school is my first alien sojourn and it takes place in what seems an intricate castle-fortress, a massive red-brick building with two vast stained-glass windows flanking either side of the sanctuary. Mothers walk their children through the wide-flung double doors and proceed down a staircase to the Sunday school rooms and the church basement. For real church we walk up another stairway through the Fellowship room to the sanctuary, a vaulted, massive room so large it holds three fanning curves of deep mahogany pews. I know the lower rooms well because my mother has begun teaching Nursery in the one on the right, the room with the toys. She will teach there for 23 years while her own children move on through older Sunday school, on through grade school and high school and college, marriages and divorces and bankruptcies, through all kinds of things -- she will be here still, teaching the youngest children "Jesus Loves Me" while their parents attend early service.

Today is the last day of Bible school; we climb the stairs on a kind of field trip to the sanctuary, and we sit in the first broad row of pews. The empty sanctuary is as big as we imagine heaven to be: we file down the broad scarlet runway of the central aisle nearly to the chancel rail. I've already been to Communion with my mother and I know people kneel here in great long lines to drink their grape juice from tiny glasses like eyecups, and taste the strange flat wafers, little circular discs that vanish on the tongue. The minister comes down from his carved throne to bless everyone with a drop of water. He says, again and again, "This wine is my blood which I shed for thee, take and drink this wine . . . " The juice is blood and the wafer is bread and the bread is the body of Christ. I know Christ and Jesus are the same, that Jesus is the baby from Christmas, that he grew up and was nailed to the cross. My mother says the cross was in the plan, that it was meant to happen. My older brother, who is eight, says the nails were big as spikes and they went right through Jesus' hands and feet, and that's why there are crosses everywhere in church, even on the front of the minister's robe. The choir wear plain dark red robes and they stand arrayed in lines three deep above the minister in their special loft, and behind them rise the impossibly vast pipes of the organ, each one golden, tongued with a slit.

Today the organist is here to play for us and talk about how the organ works. I've worn my best dress for the last day; I sit up straighter and try to keep my crinoline slip from rattling when I move. The organist launches full volume into what she plays during the offering and we feel the music as an avalanche in the empty, echoing sanctuary; the vibration inside us penetrates to the depths of our bones and seems to shake the pew. I know the words: Christ the Lord is risen today. That's why it was all right that he got nailed to a cross: later he came back to life.

Most of the kids don't know there are words and have never heard the organ. They immediately cover their ears with their hands and howl, and it takes the teacher a while to calm them down. Then she tells us the story of "Jesus and the Children" while we watch noonlight stream through the stained-glass panels of the big window above and to our right. There Jesus sits in his scarlet robe and long brown hair, with children gathered near him like angels; there is an indistinct garden all around them, pale green and lavender and pink. "Jesus' helpers thought he was too busy and important to bother with children," the teacher says, "and they sent the children away. But listen to what Jesus said to them: Suffer the little children to come unto me, and forbid them not for of such is the kingdom of God."

The boys near me are getting restless; they lean on one another, the better to lean on me. I plant my patent-leather shoes firmly against the pew in front of us and refuse to be moved. I smell the dusty boy smell of them and wonder. what it means -- suffer the children. Why should it hurt to come to Jesus? I know: because of what happened to him. For a strange moment I see, in my mind, the crowd below him, all of them in gownlike clothes, looking up in the hot dusty air, and the smell of the boys near me is the smell of that old dust, like trampled flowers drying into smoke. The air is an odd color, luminous and coppery, bronzed almost, and darkening. I hear him breathing; I know I'm in his mind, inside a warmth that is floating and viscous, suffused. I don't have time to be scared, it just happens, and when I come back to myself I glow with the roll and dark float of it, tingling in the shape of my limbs. The boys are laughing. The boys have pulled away from me and sit giggling, watching me. I look up at the massive image in stained glass but I can't see. The light has fallen directly into my eyes, directly onto me, like a searchlight; that's why the boys are laughing.

Motes of dust float sleepily near my face and I peer through them at the teacher, who suddenly stops talking and looks at me. I. realize I haven't heard her voice, I've heard something else, a murmurous swell of sound and voices and heavy air, a hymnlike confluence threaded with panic and resignation, as though all the time between now and then was trapped in a shell pressed to my ear. The teacher claps her hands and we're all getting up and filing out. We're out of the sanctuary, off the soft carpeting. The landing of the broad stairs is covered in linoleum, like someone's back hallway. A boy behind me jostles close and whispers, "Look -- " I don't look but I know he means the light is still there, pouring down in one piece.

Downstairs in our basement room there's a party, Coca-Cola, sugar cookies in the shape of doves, Oreos and taffy. The teachers organize three whirling circles of Drop-the-Handkerchief, and as we all run frantically chasing each other in slick-soled shoes the concrete ceiling seems to get lower and lower. Colors flash past me in a whirling continuum underscored with sounds I remember from upstairs, confused, songlike murmurs, and weeping. I walk out of the circle, my vision furryedged, feeling for a wall to stand against, and I walk right into the teacher. She's knelt in front of me, her hair all blowing back, her face brightly lit. She's moving toward me in the faraway. air but she will never reach me, ever. "What's wrong, hon?" she says, "You're not feeling well, are you?" I say something back in the cadence of speech, but the words aren't words at all and come out confused. "Never mind," she says, "I've already phoned your mother. She'll be here very soon."

Suddenly the boys from upstairs jostle into us with their full cups of ice chips and Coke. One of them trips, and the ice and sticky syrup hit me full in the face. I'm so hot and flushed that the cold shock feels like deliverance. I taste the sweetness on my lips and then I fall forward, slowly and luxuriantly, for what seems a long time, though I hear voices sliding past me. This is my body ... take and eat this bread ... a very high-strung child... no, too much candy is all ... honestly, they've ruined this dress...get me a wet cloth, and when I wake up they're pulling my arms out of my sleeves as the other children mill around, cacophonous and released, and my mother is bending over me, wiping my face until I'm cold. I tell her I fell asleep. "No," she says,"you got sick, you fainted, we'll get you some air." She folds the organdy dress she'd ironed so carefully into a small paper bag and puts it in her purse, then she lifts me up a long way and holds me. We make our way up the stairs through an adult crowd pulsing downward, and we're standing on the broad front steps of the church in bright sunlight. Other classes have all ended, there's a huge, loud crowd. I feel naked and weightless in my slip and panties, amazed my mother has undressed me in front of everyone, she who insists on straight bows and starched pinafores for church. I am floating in my mother's arms above the crowd and the air blows a dark thrill through me, as though what happened in the sanctuary cracked me open and the thrill exists in that deep, narrow space. Here in the noontime summer there is a brooding shadow above and around us all. I close my, eyes.

I go to church throughout my childhood, sometimes reluctantly, but my mother has such control over us that we dress up each Sunday and sit quietly in a row, my brothers and I, listening to the adult sermon. My father, of course, will have none of it; my mother says wryly that he'd never darken the door of a church. When I'm ten the new minister comes, and I'm aware this is a big occurrence among my mother and her friends. They were devastated to lose the last one; but she heads the committee to welcome the new man and his family. His name is Reverend Snow, and I realize now he was relatively young, maybe in his mid-30s. He is trim and tall, with a square face and dark-rimmed glasses; his black hair, slicked back, always looks wet. He's not cold, like his name; he is ruddy and moist and enthusiastic (my mother's word); it's as though the dew of perspiration across his brow and nose when he preaches is part of his enthusiasm, the way the scent of aftershave corresponds to the constant shadow on his cheeks. He knows he has a hard act to follow, replacing the kindly professorial man who ran things at the biggest church in town for 20 years, dealing with devastation in the hearts of so many.

There is much devastation and there are many churches: the Central Methodist, the EUB and the Presbyterian, the Central and Southern Baptist, the Lutheran, the Episcopal, which is practically Catholic, and the Catholic church itself, down by the car dealership on the edge of town. Farther out there are other, numerous sects and fellowships up the dirt roads of the hollows, but the doctors and lawyers and dentists of the town, the professors who teach at the local Methodist college, all seem to come here. There are no psychiatrists in our town, no marriage counselors, no (what would later be called) hospice services. There are divorce courts and lawyers and AA meetings, but those are public, and it falls to the ministers to provide what counsel there is concerning death, concerning the business of getting through the day. My mother has told me that once, years ago, she asked my father to go and talk to the minister with her, but of course he wouldn't; he said, I don't have a problem, you have a problem, you go and talk to the minister. Reverend Snow has a secretary to book his appointments: he meets with the men of the church about running the church and he meets with the women about everything else. After services, some of the men and women line up to shake his hand, and I do this with my mother every Sunday, habitually, almost unthinkingly, while my brothers run outside to jostle each other impatiently on the steps. Sometimes she's talking to this or that person and I line up by myself.

Today as I pass the table where they're laid out on a tray, I pick up a palm-sized booklet called the Upper Room. I've seen these little pamphlets at home, collections of day-by-day meditations and Bible verses, distributed every month. I know the upper room is where the Last Supper took place, and there on the cover is Jesus with the disciples, behind the long table draped in scarlet. I glance through the pages idly as I move along in line, but I'm thinking about "The Report of the Spies," the presentation I had to give in Sunday school.

The disciples all look like spies on the cover of the Upper Room, leaning and conversing, talking behind their hands. One of them will betray Jesus with a kiss, the way boys betray girls in Sunday school, kissing the backs of their hands noisily when the girls get up to talk. They do this with me, especially, but they stopped today, immediately, when Reverend Snow came in. He drops in on the classes sometimes, making the rounds, and it seems to be him, too, behind all these presentations -- church homework, my brothers call it, and they make no pretense of cooperating. But I find the language of the-Bible soporific and odd, with God a mean dad in Numbers, unhappy with the spies. How long shall I bear with this evil congregation, which murmur against me? he asks Moses, and he lets only Caleb and Joshua, who followed him fully, into the land; he says all the others shall fall in the wilderness, and he tells them their hapless children shall wander ... 40 years, and bear your whoredoms. I look "whoredom" up in the dictionary but can only find "whore." I know about sex, but the concept is complicated: bear as in give birth, whoredom as in kingdom. Does it mean the children grow up in the wilderness and give birth to girl children who have sex for pay? After all, in 40 years, they would grow up, moving in a pack like wolves, lost all their lives. And what about boy children born in the wilderness; could boys be whores? How would they do that, and who with?

I don't mention all this in my report. I just say how the Israelites were told by God to displace the sons of giants in the land of milk and honey, how Moses sent his men to spy out the land of Canaan ... And see the land, and whether it be fat or lean ... from the wilderness of Zin unto Rehob, 40 days of grapes and pomegranates. They came back to tell Moses the people were strong, and the cities walled and very great, and they made an evil report to discourage the Jews: And there we saw the giants, the sons of Anak, which come of the giants, and we were in our own sight as grasshoppers, and so we were in their sight. They lied or they exaggerated the bad odds because they didn't want to fight and lose, and that's why God was angry.

The boys shuffle in their seats. Fight and lose?

"And what do you make of it?" Reverend Snow asks me. "That is, what's your impression of this passage?'

"Well," I say, "he tells the spies to take the land away from the people who build the walls and cities, and whether they're giants or not, that doesn't seem right, does it?" Looking at Reverend Snow, I imagine snow blowing across the deserts of Egypt, across the moving shadows of wandering children.. "I mean, I know the Israelites were slaves and have nowhere to live, but God tells them to take..."

"You bring up an interesting point," says Reverend Snow, "and that is the matter of the chosen people. God does make judgments. He is the champion and savior of those who follow him, over those who do not. He tells those who have questioned him that they will fall before their enemies because ye are turned away from the Lord, therefore the Lord will not be with you."

"So because they are chosen," I say, "they will have the land."

"Yes," he says softly, -and from the land they will spread God's word throughout the world." He stands up and looks around the room at all of us. "It's not easy to be chosen. It's not like winning a contest and getting a prize. It's more like seeing what others don't yet see."

Lost all their lives, I think.

"Holding a live treasure others don't recognize can be a burden," he goes on, "having to protect it and nurture it and explain it, teach it to others." He looks at his watch and nods at me. "Good job, all of you."

After he leaves the boys erupt in a frenzy of noises and we all join in, relieved.

Now, in line, I look around for my mother. I already intuit that she knows about burdens, carrying her weekday lesson plans and graded first-grade workbooks and writing

tablets all carefully corrected in red pencil, the loops of the Bs and Ks and Ps made rounder for kids to trace, carrying paper bags of our outgrown winter clothes to the poorest ones, the ones with no coats or gloves. On Sundays she carries books of Bible stories to read to the nursery kids and an art project in a box, all the pieces cut out to be assembled. When I think about what my father carries I just see him crossing the street in his heavy stride, broad-shouldered, nearly hulking in his winter jacket and felt hat, his head down. I think about the upper room, voices behind hands, the murmuring against me, and suddenly I'm at the front of the line and Reverend Snow has grasped my hand.

"Every Sunday since I've come to this church," he is saying, "this wonderful little girl has come to shake my hand." He bends down and kisses my forehead, and when he touches me with his mouth a wash of electric feeling pulses through me. I step back in surprise and confusion and discover my mother behind me, her hands on my shoulders. I feel myself contained in her hands and sense she is pleased at this recognition of me, but I stand quite still, aware of feeling more than any of them intends. Neither fear ye the people of the land, said the words of Numbers, for they are bread for us: their, defense is departed from them. A shudder of wakefulness moves in my chest, secretive and dense. I tilt my head back to look up, up above all our heads at the oculus in the center of the ceiling. There in its round window of chartreuse glass is painted one clear eye, like a mirror; I know, like a spy.

The Words of Worship: Beyond Liturgical Sexism

The problem of sexist language in worship has caught up with us; there is no avoiding it any longer, though I still hear many evasions. The most common excuse: "Language is not that important." My usual rejoinder: "How long has it been since you last used the term ‘nigger’?" So long as someone uses that less-than-human term for a black person, it is impossible for him or her to progress toward racial justice. Language is not an indifferent matter, as Earl Butz discovered. A change in speech habits is necessary if we are to change attitudes.

No longer do we have a choice to be concerned or not about sexist language. A fundamental issue of justice is involved, and the church cannot be silent in matters of justice without being a disobedient church. Obedience to Christ means according justice to others just as we desire justice for ourselves. To determine what constitutes justice in this instance, to be sure, may not be simple, but we should have little difficulty in agreeing that an obedient church has no choice about opposing injustice.

The importance of public worship in this matter is only slightly less obvious. Nowhere else does the average Christian so frequently take part in explicit theological statements and actions as in Christian worship. Nothing helps form a Christian’s thinking about God and one’s responsibility to others so Persistently as continued engagement in public worship. Worship shapes the theology of the laity through the weekly repetition of constant elements of worship plus unique local and temporal elaborations of them by the gathered community.

Feminine Images

Let us begin with the good news. Our growing awareness of the sexist problems inherent in language provides us with a valuable new hermeneutical tool. It opens to us aspects of God’s word to which we have hitherto been deaf and provides us with a deeper sensitivity for hearing what God says through Scripture. One soon realizes the importance of accurate biblical translations. Frequently the original texts make no indication of gender; it has been supplied gratuitously by translators. This is true of the pronoun tis, often translated "a man" instead of "anyone." In many cases, sexual distinctions have been dubbed in for the sake of readability by modem translators when these distinctions do not exist in original texts. More nearly accurate translations would not make such arbitrary distinctions. Such knowledge ought to be an incentive to more intensive study of the Scriptures in the original languages.

But there is a more important level of awareness, sensitive to the variety of metaphors in which Scripture refers to God in feminine images. Jesus, for instance, in an image rarely used in worship, refers to himself as wishing to gather people together as a "mother hen gathers her brood under her wings" (Matt. 23:27, Luke 18:84). Only one who has kept chickens can know how protective a mother hen is and what a marvelous image she is of divine protectiveness. In the prologue to John’s Gospel, translators shy away from an exact rendition of the last verse (1:18), which says literally, "God’s only begotten, he who is in the Father’s breast" The word kolpos (breast) rarely makes it into English, the RSV being an exception here. Apparently even the faint suggestion of female anatomy for God troubles us, though anthropomorphisms abound in Scripture.

We feel uncomfortable with such passages as Deuteronomy 32:18: "You forsook the creator who begot you and cared nothing for God who brought you to birth." Jesus compares his death and resurrection to labor pains and childbirth (John 16:21). Much of our theology of Christian initiation might be more balanced if the image of new birth had developed throughout history as did images of incorporation or forgiveness. New birth is equally as prominent for initiation in the New Testament. Baptismal regeneration became a most controversial term, especially in the 18th and 19th centuries; A positive approach to the birth images in baptism (John 3:5, Titus 3:5) gives an important dimension to God’s gift of new life in the body of Christ.

Prenatal and Postnatal Events

Protestantism has yet to recover those aspects of Christology witnessed to by some of the minor christological feasts. It is probably no accident that, despite widespread recovery of much of the Christian year, Protestants have not seen much value yet in the feasts of Naming, Presentation, Annunciation and Visitation. The biblical evidence, of course, is in the first two chapters of Luke, but there is far more there, than just shepherds and angels. Prenatal and postnatal events are part of the history of salvation, though we ignore them. The Annunciation (March 25) has had powerful appeal to the greatest painters of past ages; we have looked in another direction, though this feast once signaled the start of the civil year. It still marks the beginning of the climactic event in the salvation of the whole human race. And it is entirely in the hands of a woman. Traditionally an angel is sexless, and the only other person in Luke 1:26-38 is a woman, Mary. There are parallels with her kinswoman, Elizabeth -- John is not the only forerunner. Visitation (May 31) has intrigued musicians with the Magnificat. In the Magnificat the social creed of the Christian church is articulated in its most concise form -- all in the context of a dialogue between two peasant women (Luke 1:89-56).

The postnatal stories are too good to miss, too. The Naming of Jesus (Luke 2:21) stresses Christ’s identification with human society, particularly in receiving a common Hebrew name on the eighth day (January 1). The Presentation in the Temple (Luke 2:22-38) on the 40th day (February 2) is the first event in which humans proclaim the meaning of the Christ child. And that proclamation comes first from the lips of the elderly -- a man and a woman, Simeon and Anna. What a difference it would have made if the church had based its theology of ordination on these two prototypal proclaimers of God’s word! I cite these passages only to show rich images that we would probably not have overlooked if they had been masculine. Fresh sensitivity to the female role in the process of salvation will help us discover other elements in God’s word which we have missed.

Limiting God, Limiting People

There seem to be two stages in applying our sensitivity about sexist language in worship: the negative stage of eliminating exclusive language and the positive one of developing language that affirms both sexes. Unfortunately, most who have worked in this field have been content with the first of these. Actually we need language even more explicitly sexual than that we now use -- language that affirms both sexes in our knowledge of God and of humanity.

The negative stage, of course, is very important. It comes in the realization that the English language has definitely changed in the past decade and that such terms as "man," "mankind," "men" and the masculine pronouns are no longer being used in the familiar generic sense. This change has been recognized by the National Council of Teachers of English, a group more likely to acknowledge current usages than to initiate new ones.

The negative stage has two implications for the language of worship. First of all, it becomes increasingly problematic to limit God to masculine images -- and the words "he," "his" and "himself" are no longer so inclusive as they once were. Words that imply that God is masculine, as these pronouns now do, are much more restrictive and limiting in naming God than such terms were in the past. Today a hymn, a prayer or creed that uses these pronouns says something much more narrow than it did a decade ago. Since we hardly want to set limits to God, these words must be replaced by more inclusive language. This task challenges us to broaden our comprehension of the deity. The Section on Worship of the United Methodist Church has published a list of 200 ascriptions for God. Perusal of this fascinating document can lead to an expansion of our language for addressing God and our comprehension of the Giver of Love. The first step is the purgative one of eliminating language that is now exclusively male in our speech about the Redeemer of Israel.

Second, the same negative stage is necessary with language regarding people. In the past, it meant one thing to say "who for us men and for our salvation." Today, that phrase means something quite different. The new International Consultation on English Texts (ICET) translation, now used by many denominations, says "for us and for our salvation." There is no more need to limit people today than to limit God. The negative step means pruning away terms that are exclusive in present use: "man," "men," "mankind." Salvation is for all, not for just one sex, as these words now imply.

Inclusive Terms

The positive stage, on the other hand, is both more creative and more difficult. It is the phase in which we develop inclusive terms for our understanding of God and for our speech about humanity. It implies an even more explicitly sexual language than we now use, but a language in which female and male terms are balanced. It means that when God created us in God’s own image, we were created male and female. We do not seek a gray, sexless imagery, as if God created us neuter, but the rich coloration of both sexes. This effort is not easy; it is simpler to follow the familiar monochrome. But when we take this step, we soon find that our visions of both God and humanity are greatly expanded.

How do we reach this creative stage? We begin with Scripture and tradition. We find, once we start looking, traces scattered everywhere of the female side of God, the feminine half of humanity. Eleanor McLaughlin reminds us that Chrysostom could call God "Sister, Mother" and Anselm could pray to Jesus as Mother. It helps to know that Chrysostom and Anselm could do it. We need to recall the medieval debates on the Christian life as reflecting either Mary or Martha. Our first steps must be taken on familiar ground but with a keenness of sight we have never had before. We must discover the feminine images already available in Scripture and tradition before we can develop new ones.

A word of caution may be helpful. It now seems that more recent materials, especially hymns, are the worst linguistically. Not until the 20th century did hymnists get aroused about the brotherhood of man. Victorians were not concerned about "lesser breeds without the law." But the "good guys" of the social gospel could cry: "Join hands, then, brothers of the faith," meaning something twice as inclusive as those words now signify. Others could sing: "Till sons of men shall learn thy love," or "The voice of God is calling/ Its summons unto men," not realizing how exclusive those lines would sound today. Someone has suggested that we need to change only one letter in another hymn: "Wise up, Omen of God!" All these and many more hymns now suggest the opposite of what they intend. Consequently, they may have to go unsung for a time.

What do we do with much of the older hymnody and language of prayer? I do not believe that it should all be discarded, though one can be more selective in choosing it. There are plenty of alternatives to singing "Good Christian Men, Rejoice." But even that can be mended once people learn to substitute "folk" for "men," "one" for "man" and "humans" for "mankind." In so doing, we are really reinforcing the writer’s intentions by translating a previous language into a present one. And there are some surprisingly good words we never before appreciated, such as the 15th century "O Sons and Daughters, Let Us Sing." The translations of the International Consultation on English Texts will be helpful for creeds, canticles, doxologies and, the Lord’s Prayer. One can check the new Episcopal Book of Common Prayer (1976) or the Lutheran Book of Worship (1978) to see ways by which exclusive sexist language has been avoided, though less intentionality in providing language that affirms both sexes seems evident.

Acknowledging the Limits

There is bad news, too. We need to know the limits before we can do anything responsibly new in worship. There are some things we ought to do that we have not done; there are also things that we ought not to do. It is only by knowing the limits that we can get a more radical view of unexplored possibilities.

First of all, we are not free to rewrite Scripture. There is no doubt that the world view within which it was written was patriarchal. We must be careful to distinguish between those things that were culturally contingent and those things which are essential to the gospel. Paul says many things about women which reflect his culture. But he also makes what must be the most radically egalitarian statement in all of Scripture, in Galatians 3:27-28: "Baptized into Union with him [Christ], you have all put on Christ as a garment. There it no such thing as Jew and Greek, slave and freeman, male and female; for you are all one person in Christ Jesus." This equality is based on baptism. It does not hurt to know that women baptized persons in the early church, that fonts have been designed in the shape of a pregnant woman, that womb imagery is clear in the Easter vigil, or that Calvin and Wesley, on the other hand, were vehemently opposed to women baptizing. The more we look, the more we find.

But Scripture cannot be rewritten, though it frequently deserves retranslation. Anthropos can be translated "human being" instead of "man," but we cannot use anér as anything but "man." I do not think we can change the word "Father" when it appears in Scripture. But, as indicated above, we have numerous possibilities for addressing God in prayer. I now realize it was wrong of me for many years always to begin grace at the family table with the words "Heavenly Father," especially with my three daughters and wife present. I had countless other options and never exercised them. How narrow an image of God that one ascription now implies! My images of God have grown since I began reaching put for alternatives to that invariable "Heavenly Father."

We are not free to avoid the masculinity of Jesus Christ, who, as a concrete human individual, had to have sexuality. But the important thing is not that Jesus became man but that he became human, one of us with whom every woman and man can identify. Thus the clause in the creed of the United Church of Canada, "who has come in the true Man, Jesus," no longer means what it did in 1969. The important thing is that God became human, not that God became masculine. Still, I do not yet see any alternatives to referring to the second member of the Trinity as "he" or "him."

God-Talk and People-Talk

Okay, those are the limits; but what are some of the possibilities in actual worship language? Pronouns give us the most trouble. Many times our prayers would be greatly improved by rigorous excision of any third-person pronouns. Simply say "you" when speaking of God, and in almost all cases it will be a better prayer by being made vocative. Of course, this language will not work in parts of the service not addressed to God. Here we can change "God . . . he." to "God . . . God" or to some such naming as "God . . . our Sovereign." "God . . . his" can give way to "God . . . God’s" or some such possessive as "God . . . our Sovereign’s." The really difficult pronoun is the reflexive. I have turned "God . . . himself" into "God . . . Godself." I admit I do not like neologisms, but I find that, with use, "Godself" becomes less abrasive and reminds me that I am speaking of a God who is more than masculine. The easy way is to avoid the reflexive altogether, but I am fond of speaking of God as giving Godself to us (as in the sacraments), and nothing other than a reflexive is strong enough to say that adequately.

With regard to humans, we have many possibilities. I do not find it strained to double pronouns; I do not mind saying "he or she" or "hers or his" or "him or her" every time a third-person pronoun is necessary. I do not like "he/she" or "s/he," as one does not speak slashes. Written language, in my opinion, should correspond with spoken, not vice versa.

There is also a wide variety of instances in which it is not awkward to say "women and men." In Chaucer’s time the words "brethren" and "sistren" were both used, but the latter was lost (about 1550), to our impoverishment. More inclusive terms ought to be used if it is clear that such is intended ("poet" and "Jew" rather than "poetess" and "Jewess," which happen to be diminutives). Words that now clearly indicate sex ("man," "mankind") should be balanced with their parallels ("woman," "womankind"). If such exclusive terms cannot be balanced, then it is better to avoid them in preference for single inclusive terms such as "people" and "humanity."

It should be clear that we have just begun to explore new possibilities both in God-talk and people-talk. There are no ready-made answers. Some things will sound awkward for a while, just as, not so long ago, addressing God as "you" did. Familiarity soon makes novelties sound natural. "Godself" may not bother us for long, or we may find a better reflexive. But I am convinced that we cannot remain content with "God himself" much longer.

A search which begins because of the imperative of justice may have major side effects in helping us come to a more profound knowledge of God and the people of God. Such a search can stretch our concepts and understanding of God in unexpected ways. And it can put us in deeper contact with our own humanity. We may find that, in trying to give others their due, we ourselves receive as much in return. The concern about sexist language is a major means for changing attitudes.

There are plenty of nonverbal changes needed in worship -- some as elementary as moving beyond preaching robes with padded shoulders (an irrelevant masculine image of ministry), using women and children as ushers, and electing female bishops. But words are certainly among our most important formative elements. The present birth pangs of the church are a sign of health. We must move to language that affirms both women and men. Together, both constitute the world that Christ came to save.

Where the Reformation Was Wrong on Worship

Although the American Christian may seem to have many choices in selecting a church, only three basic forms of worship are actually available to him or her. There are serious drawbacks to two of these options, which the third seeks, with considerable success, to remedy. Curiously, similar features characterize Protestant and Roman Catholic styles of worship, with some Roman Catholics showing as much nostalgia for 16th century forms as the most ardent Lutherans.

The first option that the church seeker is likely to encounter might be called the status quo approach to worship. This approach characterizes a majority of Protestant congregations, especially those thriving, successful churches where probing questions about worship never seem necessary. My plumber once advised me: “If it works, don’t fool with it.” Similarly, in many churches worship practices that appear to work are rarely questioned, only expanded. The roots of this pragmatic approach are in the American frontier, and its greatest exponent was Charles G. Finney, the popularizer of the revival system of “new measures.” Finney and his cohorts had a fine disdain for traditional patterns of worship inherited from the Reformation, preferring instead those that appeared to work most successfully in bringing converts to faith. And work this approach still must, if one can judge from crowded church parking lots in Dallas on Sunday mornings, before the football game.

The name “Free Church” is often applied to this style of worship, but what flourishes today under that title is greatly different from what evolved during English Puritanism’s struggle to be free to order worship according to God’s word. In America, the Free Church tradition came to mean being free to order worship as one pleased, or, more accurately, as one felt it would work. For over a century this approach has thrived. Weekly services are divided into three parts: preliminaries, consisting mostly of music; vigorous preaching; and the call to Christian discipleship, often including the harvesting of new converts.

Although this approach still works, it is not without serious drawbacks: It tends to make worship a means to an end rather than an end in itself. It is very susceptible to being confused with patriotism or politics and to the dangers of making worship a rally against sin or sinners. Too easily, it makes comprehension of the gospel captive to the preacher’s learning and will. The Bible tends to be a sometimes optional resource for the sermon rather than the source of the whole service. And such worship, even in fundamentalist congregations, has often unquestioningly accepted the desacralizing 18th century Enlightenment concepts of the Christian sacraments. Often the sacraments remain only as legalistic ordinances, performed because it is believed that Jesus commanded them. In such a context, they rarely seem to work very well, and it is not surprising that the Lord’s Supper is celebrated infrequently except among Disciples of Christ or in the Churches of Christ.

Dissatisfaction with the Free Church tradition has recently led to a quite different approach to worship, producing what I call the “neo-Reformation” option. This approach seeks to recover 16th century (or, among Methodists, 18th century) practices as a corrective to the deficiencies of status quo worship. There are neo-Reformation proponents among Catholics and Episcopalians, as well as among Lutheran, Reformed and Wesleyan groups -- each reflecting a different worship tradition but having common aims. The neo-Reformation approach is attractive, especially in contrast to status quo worship. Yet I think it necessary to raise four objections to this alternative.

Those attempting to improve worship by first recovering Reformation practices must realize, first of all, how thoroughly the 16th century Reformers were children of their own times. The only worship patterns they knew were those of the late Middle Ages. The very questions they asked were determined by the times in which they asked them, as were the answers they received. Even in rebelling against much of their worship environment, they were nonetheless shaped by it. Hughes O. Old, in The Patristic Roots of Reformed Worship (Theologischer Verlag, 1975), has shown that what the Reformers knew about early Christian worship was conditioned by their own time. Thus, for example, they found it hard to think of the Eucharist in other than spatial terms. Christ’s presence had to be localized somewhere, whether in heaven or on the altar, since to them the term “substance” had a spatial meaning. Although Luther was most captive to this form of thinking, it also affected the other 16th century Reformers; Instead of seeing the Eucharist as a time mystery, they treated it as a space mystery, and probed the static problem of locating the body of Christ rather than the dynamic one of making contact with a saving event. This led to such crudities as portraying Christ as physically present everywhere or seated on a throne in heaven.

Similarly, the Reformers could hardly escape the penitential coloration of late medieval worship, with its obsession with Good Friday rather than Easter Sunday. Whereas we now would stress the paschal nature of Christian worship as its most distinctive characteristic, late medieval piety had the crucifix rather than the risen ascended Lord at its center.

Of course, the penitential is never entirely absent from any Christian worship; it is there as early as the first century Didache. But in the Middle Ages worship tended to focus on the unworthiness of the creature rather than on the glory of the Creator. Characteristic is the development of apologies; that is, prayers reciting the unworthiness of celebrant and people rather than proclaiming God’s actions. It is these parts of medieval liturgy that the Reformation tended to preserve and expand. Protestant piety is echoed in what may be Thomas Cranmer’s most graphic line: “We be not worthy so much as to gather up the crumbs under thy table.” (Recently, Episcopal laity demanded the retention of this line when liturgical scholars questioned its appropriateness.)

When the Reformers abolished the sacrament of penance from the mass rather than reforming it as a rite of reconciliation, its function was simply added to the Eucharist. As a result, Protestantism has two-and-a-half sacraments: baptism and a penitential Eucharist. The recovery of frequent communion seems unlikely unless the churches establish a separate and distinct rite of reconciliation and restore the Eucharist as a thankful celebration of God’s works. People do not want to grovel every Sunday. But the Reformers can hardly be blamed for reflecting the piety of their own times.



The second problem one encounters in turning to Reformation concepts of worship is that in many cases the Reformers took medieval beliefs to their full and logical conclusion. In this they were simply the most consistent of late medieval thinkers. For example, the Reformers were unanimous as to the number of the sacraments. They took the 13th century conviction that sacraments were instituted by Jesus Christ himself to its logical conclusion that the authority for them must be found in the spoken words of Christ. As a result, they did not recognize healing or the burial of the dead as sacraments, despite their acceptance by the church during its first 12 centuries.

The medieval church had long forgotten the earlier understanding of the eucharistic prayer as the recital of the whole history of salvation; it preferred, instead, to focus on the words of institution. Luther simply carried this medieval tendency to its extreme, abolishing the rest of the canon. Similarly, Martin Bucer’s and John Calvin’s isolation of the words of institution as a “warrant” for doing the Eucharist simply takes the medieval tendency to its logical conclusion, completely separating the commemoration of the Last Supper from the recital of the rest of salvation history. One can hardly blame these Reformers for simply being more consistent than their Catholic contemporaries, but one can regret the loss of the eucharistic prayer as the proclamation of all God’s works from creation to final consummation.

The Reformers’ refinement of late medieval beliefs also led to the disintegration of Christian initiation into the severed rites of baptism, confirmation and first communion. When 12th century piety (yielding to a growing scrupulousness over spilling the wine) withdrew the chalice from adults, it also suspended giving the wine to infants at baptism. Even as late as the 16th century, the future Edward VI of England received confirmation a few days after birth; soon thereafter, the first prayer book of his reign mandated knowledge of the catechism as requisite for confirmation. The Reformation compounded this disaster by transforming confirmation into a graduation exercise. These demands to think of Christianity in conceptual terms naturally excommunicated children from the Lord’s table, a mistake replicated by Tridentine Roman Catholicism.

A third difficulty with Reformation worship is that when the Reformers did rebel against prevailing practice, justifiable anger at contemporary abuses often led to the elimination of things of genuine value that had become distorted in the course of time. The virtual disappearance of the Christian year is a good example. The observance of time as a means of recovering events in the life of Christ was well developed by the end of the fourth century. By the 16th century, it was often overlaid and obscured by memorials of the saints. The Reformers justified its destruction by the desire to recover the reading of all Scripture, but although all Scripture was written for our benefit, not all parts are equally beneficial. At its best, the Christian year and lectionary organized the most useful passages around an orderly scheme that enables one to “live through” the life of Christ. The gain in the indiscriminate reading of all Scripture scarcely compensates Christians for the loss of such a scheme.

Similarly, the Reformers’ restriction of worship ceremonies to those for which biblical warrant could be found was an overreaction. Human relationships depend upon signs of love made visible; human life demands that we be shown love, whether divine or human, for us fully to apprehend it. The consequence of the wholesale reduction of ceremony has been to reduce much of Protestant worship to the cerebral; it has become an experience of the intellect rather than an event involving one’s whole being. The later advent of mass literacy may have made a concentration on the verbal inevitable in any case, but we now realize how one-sided this is.

A fourth problem with turning to 16th century modes of worship is that the loss of some of the traditions of the early church prevented the Reformers from making major advances. The Western church had not only forgotten the meaning of proclaiming its faith through the eucharistic prayer, but Christians had forgotten the Jewish practice of giving thanks by recital. Not until the 20th century did we rediscover the sources (such as Hippolytus’ Apostolic Tradition) that allow us to reclaim some of these lost forms of worship. Only recently have we become aware of the alternative to a monastic form of daily services in the so-called “cathedral offices.” Such knowledge might have made a difference, for example, in Cranmer’s construction of his daily services. Greater knowledge of many of the historical patterns of the early church might have led to better 16th century liturgies.



These four weaknesses in Reformation practices make a full-scale return to such modes unwise. But there is one more major option, embodied in those churches that reflect the post -- Vatican II reforms. A leading characteristic of the post -- Vatican II period has been the thorough study and imitation of early Christian worship. Yet at the same time, concepts and practices from every period of the church’s past are being recovered. Twenty centuries and 200 countries have revealed an amazingly rich heritage, all of which is available to us now. We do not need to be restricted to early Christian, late-medieval or American frontier forms. Modern scholarship has given us an advantage over the Reformers of the 16th century.

Our horizons have expanded enormously as we have become more catholic in knowledge. In recent years the Western churches have been greatly influenced by the Orthodox and Oriental churches; they have felt the appeal of many Eastern rituals: the strong emphasis on the paschal mystery; the attention to the role of the Holy Spirit in the eucharistic rite; the value of commemorating such events as the baptism of the Lord; and the unity of Christian initiation. These Eastern churches are not only transmitters of some of the practices of the early church, but also living witnesses to the viability of such practices.

A universal approach also values the contributions of various cultures and subcultures, and many examples of the appropriation of these are appearing in worship today. The Episcopal and United Methodist churches have recently published hymnals collecting the songs and spirituals of black Christians. United Methodists are preparing to publish similar volumes garnering the music of Hispanics and Asian Americans. A number of predominantly white seminaries have recently hired blacks to teach homiletics.

Our age has become sensitive to the injustice of excluding women from decision-making roles in worship life. Except among small groups such as the Quakers and Shakers, the role of women in shaping Christian worship was negligible until the 19th century, when hymns written by women began to be used in church services. (Catherine Winkworth, Julia Ward Howe and Fanny Crosby wrote popular hymns.) Worship reform in our day must eagerly seek contributions from this half of the church.

We have also been insensitive to worship by children. The majority of American Protestants excludes them from church membership until they are old enough for believers’ baptism. Even those who practice infant baptism usually excommunicate the young until confirmation, as if conceptual thinking were necessary to experience the Eucharist. We must find ways to bring children back into the worship experience.

It is ironic that in refusing to identify the Reformation as the golden age of worship, one is being faithful to the Reformation principle that the church must always reform itself. If we admit that in some matters the Reformers were greatly mistaken, we are more free to recognize other areas where they may still be ahead of us: Calvin’s insistence on a weekly Eucharist for the whole community or John Knox’s stress on gathering the congregation about the Lord’s table.

Obviously, Roman Catholics have taken the post -- Vatican II option, although often with much reluctance. It is instructive to watch how many still prefer to receive communion in the mouth (medieval) to communion in the hand (early church). Officially, Episcopalians and Lutherans have moved into the post-Vatican II era -- although many Episcopal congregations still cling to the 1928 prayer book (largely confined to 16th century form), and the Lutheran Book of Worship has alternatives for those who want to be reassured that nothing has changed since the time of Luther.

When one moves further to the liturgical left, things become even more mixed. Large segments of Methodism have moved into the post-Vatican II era, as the surprising success of the Supplemental Worship Resources series indicates, but these churches are certainly matched by status quo congregations. Among Presbyterians and United Church of Canada Christians, the picture is even more confusing. Many congregations have adopted such post-Vatican II reforms as the new lectionary and common calendar, but are left largely untouched by the sacramental reforms. A definite advantage of the Free Church tradition is the possibility of selecting and adopting any of the post-Vatican II reforms. Thus variety abounds among Disciples of Christ and United Church of Christ congregations.

Of the three worship options presently available, the post-Vatican II possibilities seem the most attractive. They are not confined to one period or culture, but plunder the riches of all Christian experiences past and present. All of worship history belongs to all of us; neither the Reformation nor the American frontier nor any other period alone provides sufficient resources. Because the post-Vatican II approach recognizes this catholicity, it constitutes the best option for the contemporary Christian worshiper.